If you love something set it free.
To fly in the light and against the breeze.
To soar and sing and stretch their wings.
All I can do is watch them fly
to let no one see me cry
I let go of my two Doves
To set them free from my love
To watch them play
along their way.
I could never cage them...
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To fly in the light and against the breeze.
To soar and sing and stretch their wings.
All I can do is watch them fly
to let no one see me cry
I let go of my two Doves
To set them free from my love
To watch them play
along their way.
I could never cage them...
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I can't decide
Ending
Love ending
Friendship strengthens
Hearts desire gone
Its the same old song
A friend forever
A lover never
Lost and alone
In the wilderness I roam
The need for pain
So I can feel again
For ever alone
I am destined to roam
Am I ever to know love?
Or am I cursed from above
Those I love
And was hoping to share
Become...
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Love ending
Friendship strengthens
Hearts desire gone
Its the same old song
A friend forever
A lover never
Lost and alone
In the wilderness I roam
The need for pain
So I can feel again
For ever alone
I am destined to roam
Am I ever to know love?
Or am I cursed from above
Those I love
And was hoping to share
Become...
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Well i don't know what to say Things have I knew where happening has now been brought to light. I was ready but it still is painful. SIgh.... some of us are destined to be alone for ever. To have brief periods of joy and then have it end. Its okay though as long as its me who is hurt...I just want everyone else I...
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Things have I knew where happening has now been brought to light. I was ready but it still is painful. SIgh.... some of us are destined to be alone for ever. To have brief periods of joy and then have it end. Its okay though as long as its me who is hurt...I just want everyone else I... Read More
First the smile face with hearts in its eyes was not the one I wanted to us **grrr on me** The plan is to hit times square for Newyears eve. One of the items on my to do list for my life.
I hate this town and living here. .... I came so far this summer and now i have fallen right back further than...
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I hate this town and living here. .... I came so far this summer and now i have fallen right back further than...
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Dec 18, 2003
This week is almost done. Thank God .
So here I sit wondering about what I want in life, and what I have lost and given up. It seems like a eternity has gone by. You know how it is you feel alone and a drift, float in a sea of doughts and wondering if you'll ever find what you once had....
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This week is almost done. Thank God
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So here I sit wondering about what I want in life, and what I have lost and given up. It seems like a eternity has gone by. You know how it is you feel alone and a drift, float in a sea of doughts and wondering if you'll ever find what you once had....
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csilla:
what are you doing for new years?
drock:
First the smile face with hearts in its eyes was not the one I wanted to us 
**grrr on me** The plan is to hit times square for Newyears eve. One of the items on my to do list for my life.
I hate this town and living here.
.... I came so far this summer and now i have fallen right back further than i have ever wanted to go again. Right now I can't stand to be touched and my dreams are very horrible..sigh...
I am glad that a have at least two true friends in this world. You know who you are and you RAWK...
**grrr on me** The plan is to hit times square for Newyears eve. One of the items on my to do list for my life.
I hate this town and living here.
.... I came so far this summer and now i have fallen right back further than i have ever wanted to go again. Right now I can't stand to be touched and my dreams are very horrible..sigh...
I am glad that a have at least two true friends in this world. You know who you are and you RAWK...
Okay this week sucked ass. Not going to get into it. Just to say it was a very very bad week. I wonder how much more i can can handle.
Well its been a while. So far everything is going okay. I have nothing else to say
Today i finaly was bale to get my new Tattos YEAH the second one isn't finished but will be done in a week.. For the first time ina year and 3 months I am tired 
. I realy missed this feeling.I just hope i can sleep for more than a 2 hour stretch or if at all... Funny how sitting there for 4 hours getting...
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the second one isn't finished but will be done in a week.. For the first time ina year and 3 months I am tired . I realy missed this feeling.I just hope i can sleep for more than a 2 hour stretch or if at all... Funny how sitting there for 4 hours getting... Read More
the choices i am thinknig of making are getting eassier and eassier to make. Do what what you want and makes you happy..time i followed my own advice.
today i wound up in the hospital. Do only to a uncontrolable heart rate. Spent the entire day in the hospital..ojoy...came back here found two e-mails. I from the very special person to me and the other from a now x-friend. The x-friend condemmend me for what i want and willing to accept. The xer also wrote a e-mail to the special person. he hurt...
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Spent the entire day in the hospital..ojoy...came back here found two e-mails. I from the very special person to me and the other from a now x-friend. The x-friend condemmend me for what i want and willing to accept. The xer also wrote a e-mail to the special person. he hurt... Read More
God i want to write something cheerful..But its hard..hmmmm.. I might ge t he chance to see the one person on my trip i really want to and i have been chatting with this person a lot latelyand that lifts my soul.....MY friend still hasn't I.M. me. I am mad and very hurt over this. My trip is in one month and 13 days. Sooo...
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and i have been chatting with this person a lot latelyand that lifts my soul.....MY friend still hasn't I.M. me. I am mad and very hurt over this. My trip is in one month and 13 days. Sooo... Read More