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Oh cool! I'm glad you're having a good time so far! CA rocks hard.

awwwwwwwwww thank you for the sweet things you said in my blog!

Yeah, with member review how you submit it is how it goes up, period. But with staff review if they think they can use it but it's not photoshopped, they'll have someone do it.

I have photoshop and I can do basic stuff, but I'm just not sure if I know enough to bring it up to standards.

Oh. My. GOD!!!
That sounds amazing!!! Oh I want to do that! What was your favorite place (besides Ireland?)

I tried to plan a trip after I graduated high school, but I was only 17, so my parents didn't really want me to.
I need to plan a trip! Maybe when I finish college or something.

It DOES look shifty!
Like you're trying to sell me a car that I know is priced less than you say...

Modeling is really cool. It's hard work though! I always get put on long poses, which means 3 to 5 hours of the same pose. You also have to have really good body memory so that you can resume the pose after a break and have it be the same! It's funny, I don't mind being stared at because it's not sexual at all. I'm like a landscape to them!

Thanks!

I try not to regret what I do. Hell, if I didn't make the biggest 'mistake' of my short life, I would NOT be where I am today. It's always the little things that get to me though

And don't feel bad about missing my message, I was at the Nine Inch Nails concert and should have had my attention elsewhere anyways.

thank you
that is a good movie.

They don't know, and I'm hoping to keep it that way for as long as possible. My mom found out I had my tongue pierced though (cause I can't keep my mouth shut) and she didn't seem to freak out too bad... I just see them having an issue with tattoos because they're permanent. My mom would refuse to let me get my ears pierced aside from the standard lobes because she feared I could never get a job, I'd hate to think what a tattoo would make her say.

And I realize it's pathetic to hide them from my parents considering I don't live at home. It's just a conversation I'd rather not have

Are you religious? Were you? Sorry for asking if that's too much...

That's very sweet you'd get a tattoo in memory of your mother. ^_^

I've never been able to talk to my parents about those kinds of things. They've tried to make me live a sheltered life I guess... And they wonder why I rebelled the second I got an ounce of freedom

I love the 'cool' though. I went from a basement suite out in the booneys to where I am now. The temperature, brightness and sound was a shock for me. Except the people who lived upstairs had hardwood, so I could hear every step they took, and the guy would wake up at around 5 and put his work boots on and walk around right above my bedroom, it was agonizing. If it gets too hot here, and I have time, I go into the pool for a bit. I stink like Chlorine for a week, but I can deal with that.

I'm excited to see Cobra Starship. How gay is that? And Rise Against, and I *think* Motion City Soundtrack is going to be there. It's a total emo line-up this year, which I'm fine with, emo is a guilty pleasure for me. There are other bands I'm excited for, but I'd have to look at the line-up again to see for sure. I'll still for sure have one ticket up for grabs.

I've forgiven him. I'm way too forgiving to people though. Unless you've physically hurt me or done something super awful, I'll forgive you. It makes me feel weak-willed sometimes... I just feel like I'm too nice, and he goes around calling me a bitch and referring to me in awful terms, and it breaks my heart, cause I'd never say things like that to him.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! to you too, from me and missybecca!

Have a good week!

I'm in a seedy part of downtown. I'm about two blocks from crack Macs. Not sure if you're familiar with it. Drugs are dealt there and people die there. I used to live by the Mustard Seed. Downtown is full of win. What sold me on this place was the pool, which has been pretty nice to have in the summer so far.

I don't know if it's because I spent most of my time without one or I'm just that smart, but I've never really seen the need for me to have a car. I can get almost anywhere in the city by bus/train/walking. I enjoy it.

I think I'm going to go to bed now, or else I fear I'll be up until three again!! I'll wish you a good week again, although I'm sure I'll talk to you throughout.

hugs and

Guy problems. It just is keeping me wide awake. I worry way too much...:/

Ha! I wish that were true! I just obsess over things. OCD does not help.
Why are you having trouble sleeping?

well that sounds like fun! do you no what you are getting yet?

I could never sleep in until 2. Good Gosh. That would just kill me. I can't sleep period, I have trouble falling/going to sleep and then staying asleep. 9/10 am is sleeping in to me. I think I just have an issue shutting my brain off for the night.

Why are you working today? I thought it was your day off...? Poor thing. I'd totally bring over a plate of cookies if it'd make it better.

Yea, I beat the dumb Goron in my first try after two weeks of completely avoiding the game. Oh well, at least I can start actually playing it again. I was quite embarrassed that I got stuck in the game before even making it to the second temple. Which I beat in about an hour. I need a frickin' hobby. Unless video games can count.

Thanks sweetie. I like to pretend I can look good without make up, but it takes a bit of convincing sometimes.

Have a good day at work. Take it easy!

Maybe... I'm going to try and be there.

car accidents suck so much!
thanks for the comment.