devastation...
well... the one person i loved more than anything else in the world, has decided she has no room in her life for me.
im very unstable at the moment. so at the same time... by saying this, i must be allright.... right?
driving 90mph down the highway screaming "fuck" and "why", as i let the tears gloss over my eyes. turning the world...
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hi...
just got through watching the movie a.i...
it's such a very depressing film... at least, for me it is. but i found it interesting how in some scenes steven speilberg still tried to emulate stanley kubrick. in sk's films... he always seemed to use light in a very beautiful, subdued way. while also managed to give you the feeling... that something just isnt quite...
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sorry for the long silence.... things have been running endlessly through my head. and coherent thoughts were very high on my list of priotities.
but i am feeling better. although... im still unsure as to why i was so moody for the last week. :/
i had a pretty cool/pretty crappy time, at my halloween party. i got to snuggle with my sweetie, and a...
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well... im feeling a little better at the moment.
had a bit of a mood swing earlier, and got rather depressed. so i avoided talking with people for a ew hours, then took a nap on the couch(hence my still being awake right now). it was a strange sensation.... having been quite some time since i has been depressed for seems to have been no...
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ugh! such a long night!! i didnt get out of work till about 1130pm(we close at 9). -blah- you know how it is, when you just cant leave a job even remotely unfinished??? that's what my night was like! good thing i have tomorrow off, and can sleep the day away....
just got through reading morgan's journal... and im reminded why i hate many of...
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morgan:
believe me, whether they know it or not, every woman in the world appreciates it.
driftmix:
thank you... ms morgan. i appreciate it. - smiles -
thank you... ms morgan. i appreciate it. - smiles -
ummm... im drawing a blank tonight....
- does a little dance -
- sings a little ditty -
- has a dirty thought -
had a wonderful time taking my sweetheart to the local fair. points of increased interest...
- german fries
- frisbee spin art
- sooo COLD!!!
- the llamas
- more german fries
- loud carnie people
AND!!!!
- lots of f'n people walking to damn slow!!!
so i had a good time!
toreena:
Gah! Carnie's.....
I wish we had stories behind all these seemingly inside jokes!
I wish we had stories behind all these seemingly inside jokes!
driftmix:
oh...
the german fries are basically undercooked potato chips. they are SOOOOO good! :-)~
i make them occasionally at home. but having someone else do all the work.... is also, SOOOOO good!
oh...
the german fries are basically undercooked potato chips. they are SOOOOO good! :-)~
i make them occasionally at home. but having someone else do all the work.... is also, SOOOOO good!
hehe...
i have managed to convet my entire household to being video game nuts!
me, my roommate, and our downstairs neighbor just got through playing "halo"... which we started around midnight.
cant wait to see what the halloween party is going to be like. hehe. i get to party in salem on halloween. which sounds alot cooler that it actually is, hence.. me saying it!
morgan:
Werd, I added you to my buddy list, but AIM is going beserk on me, so i'll have to wait to be online until later.
stupid stupid AIM.
stupid stupid AIM.
driftmix:
yes... aim is vewy, vewy stupid!
i have to use aim express due to me borrowing my friend's powerbook. although he has this wonderful little program for mac's called "ichat". that i really want to use! but i will hopefully have my internet setup taken care soon. - crossing fingers -
but i will leave aim online, so if you see me, and i have an away message. just drop a line. that way we know it works, and i can than add you to my buddy list too. i will hopefully be seeing my sweetie tonight... so i will have to im you afterwards. (she is desverving of some special attention!)
yes... aim is vewy, vewy stupid!
i have to use aim express due to me borrowing my friend's powerbook. although he has this wonderful little program for mac's called "ichat". that i really want to use!
but i will hopefully have my internet setup taken care soon. - crossing fingers -
but i will leave aim online, so if you see me, and i have an away message. just drop a line. that way we know it works, and i can than add you to my buddy list too. i will hopefully be seeing my sweetie tonight... so i will have to im you afterwards. (she is desverving of some special attention!)
well... after many nights importing songs into itunes, cleaning the kitchen, and emptying out the old food from the fridge ... i believe tonight will finally be an early evening.
sweetest dreams...
oh, i have to pick up "almost famous" on dvd now! somebody cool got me thinking about it!
i had been catching on cable recently. but my new place doesnt have it hooked...
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sweetest dreams...
oh, i have to pick up "almost famous" on dvd now! somebody cool got me thinking about it!
i had been catching on cable recently. but my new place doesnt have it hooked...
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driftmix:
i havent gotten it yet..
but i am such a sleepy boy! i just got though introducing my roommate to the lovely world of gaming! and after a 3 hour "halo" gamingfest... this boy needs to get some sleep!
i just updated my mailing info for the website, so it should be ok, and upto date. :/ if not... u can always email me at driftmix@earthlink.net
not like im going to get bombarded with emails by posting it here... but feel free to write too toreena. it'd be cool to talk nirvana with someone.
oh...
and i picked up the special edition of "almost famous" on dvd tonight!
i havent gotten it yet..
but i am such a sleepy boy! i just got though introducing my roommate to the lovely world of gaming!
and after a 3 hour "halo" gamingfest... this boy needs to get some sleep!
i just updated my mailing info for the website, so it should be ok, and upto date. :/ if not... u can always email me at driftmix@earthlink.net
not like im going to get bombarded with emails by posting it here... but feel free to write too toreena. it'd be cool to talk nirvana with someone.
oh...
and i picked up the special edition of "almost famous" on dvd tonight!
driftmix:
oh... and i will try to be online tonight, if you want to look for me. possibly around 1030-1130. i'd be online more, but i have to borrow my buddy's laptop to log on at the moment. the whole moving process really stinks...
oh... and i re-purchased a copy of "willow" too
oh... and i will try to be online tonight, if you want to look for me. possibly around 1030-1130. i'd be online more, but i have to borrow my buddy's laptop to log on at the moment. the whole moving process really stinks...
oh... and i re-purchased a copy of "willow" too
argh!!!
im addicted to animal crossing on the nintendo gamecube!!!
morgan:
That's okay, i'm addicted to Almost Famous.
driftmix:
i knew it!!!
i just got through responding to your thread on your page. and i thought you were talking about "almost famous". there's just something about the way she's asks about morocco... you just WANT to go!
i knew it!!!
i just got through responding to your thread on your page. and i thought you were talking about "almost famous". there's just something about the way she's asks about morocco... you just WANT to go!
the ultimate combo with christian slater: Pump Up and HEathers.
i'm grasping at the hope, this will turn out that way. but at the same time... it's hard to explain. but thank you for caring. it means quite a bit to me right now...
<sigh> i need to find sleep