day no.3 of heartache...
i took a personal day from work today. just couldnt deal with the stupid shit that comes with it today. i'd love to take a vacation... and lose myself. but, that's not possible in my line of work, at this time of year.
i went with a friend to see the new harry potter film. which f'ed me up more. due to my sweetie and i were supposed to see it together. she loves spiders... and i really wanted to have her see the scene with them. and she was all i could think about during the whole film... hell... the whole day.
the hardest thing about this. is how unexpected it was. she never complained about the relationship... in fact she was leaving her "sexy" clothes here for what she was planning to do next time she came over...
i'm so broken over this....
That's all I can think to say right now. I hope i can be more comforting later.