I actually had a meaningful conversation with my ex last night... kind of.
The topic was SG too.
Somehow I brought up to him that I applied to model for SG and that I was accepted. So I explained that I'm a hopeful and how the whole process works, but I told him I'm having second thoughts about actually going through with it. The good thing is though that the acceptance never expires, so in a few years or something if I decide to post a set then I can, but there is really no rush. Then I explained that if your set wins set of the day or one of the monthly prizes then you get the title of Suicide Girl and not just hopeful and you get $500. He replied with "Yeah I guess. But idk. I keep my mouth closed!" After he said that I knew exactly what he was thinking which are also my concerns, so I reply back to him with; "Nono, I get it. It's that whole respect barrier for myself and how others see me. I know I'm not a slut and I don't want others to think I ammmm. Plus thinking in the future about jobs or dating. It might all just blow up in my face." and then like always to make the mood not so serious he makes a joke and says "I'll blow up in your face. ;D Annnd yeah. But it would be pretty sick to say I railed a suicide girl."
Wonderful I know.
Anywho.. posting a set is something I have to think over!
The topic was SG too.
Somehow I brought up to him that I applied to model for SG and that I was accepted. So I explained that I'm a hopeful and how the whole process works, but I told him I'm having second thoughts about actually going through with it. The good thing is though that the acceptance never expires, so in a few years or something if I decide to post a set then I can, but there is really no rush. Then I explained that if your set wins set of the day or one of the monthly prizes then you get the title of Suicide Girl and not just hopeful and you get $500. He replied with "Yeah I guess. But idk. I keep my mouth closed!" After he said that I knew exactly what he was thinking which are also my concerns, so I reply back to him with; "Nono, I get it. It's that whole respect barrier for myself and how others see me. I know I'm not a slut and I don't want others to think I ammmm. Plus thinking in the future about jobs or dating. It might all just blow up in my face." and then like always to make the mood not so serious he makes a joke and says "I'll blow up in your face. ;D Annnd yeah. But it would be pretty sick to say I railed a suicide girl."
Wonderful I know.
Anywho.. posting a set is something I have to think over!
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It's a decision that shouldn't be rushed into (which, unfortunately, a lot of girls on here do). Like you said, you don't have to decide right at this moment...Take your time and consider all of the positives and negatives you can think of and then go from there.