I asked him to come get his stuff on monday.
He didn't have the gas to get to my house so he said he'll get it soon. Soon to him is more like weeks, months, or never. If he doesn't get it by friday I'm telling him to come get it again. I need his stuff to be gone and out of my house. It feels like unfinished business and if I still have his stuff. I feel like I can't fully move on with it still here.
Over the past four days I started to hold on to him again. I knew it was time to let go so I can't get hurt by him anymore. This is why I told him to finally come get his stuff. If he doesn't want me then I shouldn't cry over him. It's funny how one really good conversation between us though can make me turn around and change my mind about letting him go.
Why won't it fully register in my brain that he doesn't want to be with my anymore and that he most likely will never want to get back together? I know he want's to be best friend like how we were before we started dating, but I can't do that when I still love the boy.
He didn't have the gas to get to my house so he said he'll get it soon. Soon to him is more like weeks, months, or never. If he doesn't get it by friday I'm telling him to come get it again. I need his stuff to be gone and out of my house. It feels like unfinished business and if I still have his stuff. I feel like I can't fully move on with it still here.
Over the past four days I started to hold on to him again. I knew it was time to let go so I can't get hurt by him anymore. This is why I told him to finally come get his stuff. If he doesn't want me then I shouldn't cry over him. It's funny how one really good conversation between us though can make me turn around and change my mind about letting him go.
Why won't it fully register in my brain that he doesn't want to be with my anymore and that he most likely will never want to get back together? I know he want's to be best friend like how we were before we started dating, but I can't do that when I still love the boy.
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me and my boyfriend of 5 years just broke up last month, and i would love to call him up and talk to him but it would be to hard, since i think breaking up was a good thing. but im hoping one day we can be friends, he's such a good guy and i dont want to lose him as a friend but i'll find out if thats possible when the time comes cuz right now its hard to even talk to him.
But things will work out for you, it'll just be tuff for the 1st couple of weeks. but be strong and pull through, and dont give in!!!