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I wrote a letter to my friend Timmy today. He's on a mission right now and he's located in Paraguey. I was updating him on my whole boy stiuation and I thought it was also a perfect blog entry. So enjoy.

Timmy,

You've got Adrienne mail again! Hah.
I felt like I needed to update you on this whole boy situation. About a week ago...
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shaehan:
Sounds like ya got a bit of drama in your life...hope everything gets better for ya smile
angad19:
I'm glad you finally got some things sorted out so you know which way you're headed smile.

As for the slim pickings for guys... its just because guys suck. lol. Wait till guys enter their mid-20s... that's when I expect most of them to sort of straighten out and become decent people. That's just a hypothesis though. tongue
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It's been awhile, I thought I should update and let everyone know that I'm still alive.

I have a final tonight at 6:30, I'm not too stoked on it, but it's my last one and I will be dooooone till next semester! I've developed an I really don't give a shit attitude and that's not really a good thing. I've been really stressed out with...
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angad19:
I'm not sure taking a dump on shitty guys' doorsteps would solve the fact that they're shitty. If anything, it would literally give them more fuel for their shit-machine tongue.

I hear you on crappy guys though. I've noticed that about my gender. Slim pickings.

Not too much is going on here... just relaxing at home for winter break smile.

Hope your final went well!!!
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I finally got the truth.
Since my ex wasn't being straight forward with me about his feelings I decide to go to the girl that I had suspicions he has something for now. I figured if he wouldn't tell me the truth she would... and she did.


Me: "Hey, this might be a little weird for you. I don't know. It's kind of hard for...
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elplaguita:
Im glad its all over now, it was for the best probably!!!
I wish you the best!!!
angad19:
Hey, haven't heard from you in a while... what's going on? How's your holiday season coming along?
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Video remake of Bad Romance is finally finished!



In the video are my two friends Stephanie and Frank and then me.
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weston:
Very cool video! Great work! biggrin
xxjustmexx:
o0oo0o0 verry nice! =]
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I actually had a meaningful conversation with my ex last night... kind of.
The topic was SG too.

Somehow I brought up to him that I applied to model for SG and that I was accepted. So I explained that I'm a hopeful and how the whole process works, but I told him I'm having second thoughts about actually going through with it. The good...
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weston:
Best of luck making your decision! As KrisaKhaos said, doing a set certainly won't imply that you're a slut or anything else like that. Of course, there are always people that are going to assume that women who pose nude are of questionable morals...It really all depends on how you choose to portray yourself. There are a hell of a lot of sets on here that are shot with a lot of class and are definitely on the artistic end of things.

It's a decision that shouldn't be rushed into (which, unfortunately, a lot of girls on here do). Like you said, you don't have to decide right at this moment...Take your time and consider all of the positives and negatives you can think of and then go from there.
elisabethstar:
I know the show. I wanted get my sister-in-law on it. smile Sometimes your heart makes you blind to what your head knows isn't right for you. Good luck with your thinking. Just remember that you're the only one who can live your life, so make it good for you. kiss
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Quick update.

Boy Situation: Same old same old. A few nights ago I decided to give him a taste of his own medicine and stop responding to him mid conversation. I was pretty sure that he wouldn't care and it would be the end of us talking that night, but about an hour and a half later he texts again just going "aljhbdla." Soo I...
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mikesyourboy:
make sure you post the video on here too smile yup, i love lady gaga
oxy:
i was pretty stunned with just how good her voice is.
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Kind of continuing on from my last blog, I said that my ex hadn't contacted me at all that day and that I didn't think he would. He ended up texting me that night, well, morning at around 1:30AM. I was upset and I don't know way for sure but I actually didn't text him back this time. Instead I waited until the morning and...
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shoutbamalama:
this guy is a kook. i can't believe that's an actual conversation with dale, i mean chris. Move on, the guy's a tool.......
xxjustmexx:
yeah i agree, that some "good" guys wouldnt want this... but how many of those types of guys are out there,.... BARLEY!

so with this guy she has to treat him this way because subconsciously this is what he wants. A challenge.
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Tomorrow is the day that my ex moves out of his parent's house and into his new apartment. He is moving in with his friend Kevin, his best friend Tommy's sister, and Tommy's sister's girlfriend. I don't know why but I'm feeling really uneasy about him moving out of his parents house and living on his own. I can't put my finger on it. Maybe...
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xxjustmexx:
yeah dude, i get you. i completely understand. i mean how long where ou with him for? and what you should do is just dont tet or call anymore. once he realizes that what he had was great and now its gone and not pressed to hear from him, he's gonna start wondering what your doing, who you've been with. it will drive him absolutely insane! trust me. your a very pretty girl and you seem really passionate when it comes to loving someone. soo once he knows that he doesnt have that attention from you anymore, he'll start wanting it back. the only thing is is at that point you have to decide f you want to give it back because of the way he treated you. Honestly i went through something sort of the same, i called i texted, i cried for him, but in the end it resulted to nothing. it wasn't until i just started not to give a fuck did he realize that he let someone good slip away. and now i really dont even care if he calls writes me or texts me. trust me if you really want to see him want you and miss you like you did then just make yourself not care anymore. i know its hard but anyone can do it.
xxjustmexx:
oh yeah, and drinking isnt a bad thing just dont let it get out of hand. i drank alot when i couldntt handle the pain anymore...and yes it did feel amazing not to feel anything for him in those moments. but im no alchy... haha

so have fun enjoy yourself, your 18 its what your supposed to do!
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Gah, so glad to be home from work. I've been in heels all day and these slippers I'm wearing feel like little clouds on my feet. Also I have a bit of a stomach ache. =[
No bueno.

I don't know if I'll be going out tonight with friends, they might all be busy, but I'm hopiing.
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angad19:
I'm not going out tonight either. Just taking it easy, watching some Arrested Development. I had 7 hours of PHE training today so my brain is kinda fried tongue
angad19:
and i must say, I prefer NorCal to SoCal any day as well. If I ever go back to CA to settle, it would have to be in SF. I really don't like the LA area and SD is just too beachy for me tongue
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elplaguita:
I didnt do anything for halloween except play Halo odst with friends, at least i had the day off to relax and i needed that!

Those pics are beautiful, im getting homesick... im sick of all the sand here, i just wanna see some green and something nice like that!
intru:
Nice pics, here in Upstete NY its already grey and cold. Sometimes i think I'm insane for leaving my little tropical island for the cold white north!
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Happy November 1st!

I hope everyone had a great Halloween. Mine was good overall but there were definitely moments where I stopped and asked myself what the hell is happening and why the hell am I here. The plan was to get a big group of people together and walk down the street to this pirate ship maze that this one family builds every year...
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elisabethstar:
Glad your holiday turned out good. Happy November to you! smile
elplaguita:
Hey thanks for the add...


It sounds like you had a pretty chill halloween, thats always good!

smile