lately I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I lost my job, was lucky enough to pick up a new one, but it's just a general labor position. I remember when I was younger I felt like I used to be so much more than I am now. So much more confident and sure that everything would work out. I have an I.q. of 134, and I'm using it to do nothing. A solution in search of a problem. Lately I just don't feel in the mood to program or build or work on cars. It just doesn't give me the same satisfaction it used to. I need to figure out how to be happy again, and soon.