dravenraine

Thanks everyone for being concerned about me. I think I will be okay for 2 months, I have my roomate and a gun, so everything should be okay. I have been very busy so it has taken me awhile to update this thing. I go see Jay this next weekend and I am so excited. But I am pissed off about the weekend after that. His mom ( the stupid bitch ) is going to see him and doesn't want me there. I fuckin hate her. She will not get her way, I don't care if I have to hitch hike there, I will be there dammit!!!
Everything is so great with me and Jay, and I am getting scared now because his mom adds pressure to every situation and I have a feeling there is going to be a huge fight soon. I hope everythings turns out okay, but I highly doubt it. I have been so nice about all the shit she does and I have kept my mouth shut about it, but not anymore. She is trying to fuck shit up on purpose and I am sick of it. SO the bitch is about to get what she has had coming to her. No more nice Pjay, its time for me to go into bitch mode. I have to talk to Jay about all this in an hour when he calls, I hope we don't end up fighting. What I don't understand is why she is even going to see him, she never had much to do with him before he joined the Army, so why now? Fuck I hate her!!!
Anyways got my hair cut, its really cute, I need to take pics of it and post them, I will do that this weekend.


UPDATE: My night just keeps getting worse...Jay didn't call