dravenraine

OKay so this is the thing...

I have been freaking out alot lately, I am on the verge of packing up my shit and moving to Texas, so I can be closer to Jay and also to get away from here. The reason I want to get away from here is because the other night I woke up to a flashlight shining in my window, and when I looked out my window there was 2 guys looking in. SO of course I was freaked the fuck out. SO anyways they start banging on the neighbors door and yelling, I am assuming it was a drug deal gone bad. And I guess they were trying to find the right house. SO I got my roomate up and we went outside and and the guys saw us and took off running and got in a car down the street and took off. On top of that, my new neighbor is weird and keeps knockin on my door and I refuse to answer it. ANd the other neighbors had their house broke into and of course someone broke into my car. So needless to say I am getting to scared to live here anymore. But I am thinking I can probably tough it out for 2 more months ( I hope)... On top of that I still haven't got my hair cut, but I am tonight. SO I will post pics of that tomorrow. I wasn't sure what I wanted to do with my hair, but I think I figured it out...I think..but I'm not telling, you will just have to wait and see.
Atleast its getting closer to when I see Jay ( next weekend!! ) so thats something good. I need sleep. I am to scared to sleep, so I stay up and sit in bed listening to every little noise and freaking out. It sucks. I hate it!