: UPDATE :
First off, thanks to everyone for all the comments, I promise to get back to each and every one of you!
After some bullshit delay, Jay left today at 2:30. I am doing okay right now, better than I was last night when I had to drop him off at the hotel, I lost it, and cried. But thanks to tartpop, I am so happy I have her living with me, cause she understands and we stayed up and talked. I am dead tired! I went to bed at 4 cause I couldn't sleep then I had to get up at 7 this morning. But it was worth getting up that early so I could see Jay before I left. I am trying to keep myself calm, It will probably hit me later on.....maybe I should get drunk or something I am excited about how our life is changing though, I am looking forward to moving in december. I am looking forward to hearing from him too! I will soon be counting down the days until I can see him.
Me and tartpop dyed our hair, I will post pics of mine later, its like a reddish brown color, and we are going to put some bright red and honey colored highlights in it. So I am excited about that. Now its all girls in my house!!! So we are gonna do girlie things! hehhehe.
And I missed everyone!!!! I will write more later. I am tired.
to everyone!
:UPDATE: Jay called me tonight!!!! I was so happy to hear from him! Then he IM saying that he loved me!!!! He said he was going to try to call again tonight, so I am keeping my fingers crossed!
First off, thanks to everyone for all the comments, I promise to get back to each and every one of you!
After some bullshit delay, Jay left today at 2:30. I am doing okay right now, better than I was last night when I had to drop him off at the hotel, I lost it, and cried. But thanks to tartpop, I am so happy I have her living with me, cause she understands and we stayed up and talked. I am dead tired! I went to bed at 4 cause I couldn't sleep then I had to get up at 7 this morning. But it was worth getting up that early so I could see Jay before I left. I am trying to keep myself calm, It will probably hit me later on.....maybe I should get drunk or something I am excited about how our life is changing though, I am looking forward to moving in december. I am looking forward to hearing from him too! I will soon be counting down the days until I can see him.
Me and tartpop dyed our hair, I will post pics of mine later, its like a reddish brown color, and we are going to put some bright red and honey colored highlights in it. So I am excited about that. Now its all girls in my house!!! So we are gonna do girlie things! hehhehe.
And I missed everyone!!!! I will write more later. I am tired.
to everyone!
:UPDATE: Jay called me tonight!!!! I was so happy to hear from him! Then he IM saying that he loved me!!!! He said he was going to try to call again tonight, so I am keeping my fingers crossed!
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gee, i'm blushing now
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