drakonos

Part II. sorry.. but it took sometime to get to a point i can update..
well, it was just a big misunderstanding. Everything's resolved, and thanks for everyones advice. Guess the best thing was to confront em and get to the bottom of it. Special thanks to..well, you know who you are!

love you guys!

pretty_kitty - interesting, ppl are shit im worth more.

Makes me think, "what AM I worth?"

Am I worth a good job, beautiful soulmate? .. the 'American Dream'.. of landing that kick ass job, that 'trophy wife', a big house with some land and the white picket fencing? Just what is a guy like me worth? When people come up to me in a club and hit on me or just talk to me cuz how I look, but pull away or leave once they find something like -
1. I LIVE AT MY MOM'S
(which they dont understand that it was my father's passing to leukemia that brought back home to keep my mom company, and since Im single and have no family of my own, why not?)

2. I DRIVE A CIVIC
(I have a preference for small, agile cars, though im interested in a few bigger vehicles)

3. BOOKWORM
(im not intended to make anyone seem like a dumbass, its just that during HS, books were my only friends.. long story but basically i only had 'fair weather friends'.. anyone curious to know more, contact me and ill tell ya)

4. NOT RICH
(do i really need to explain this one?)

so what am I left to give??
-EYES to accept one's natural beauty.

-EARS to let me listen to them when they need someone to listen to them.

-HANDS for that gentle touch(I take pride in my massages).

-A MIND to explore and understand.

-A HEART to love.

But do any of these weigh its worth in the balance?
Do morals and virtues still count as criteria?
Would any of the ladies of my list, if single (and closer) take a chance with me?


(see the pic? Abyssia did that on her own for me.. now my heads not so wide.. please thank her as I have)
THANK YOU, ABYSSIA!!