dragynn

i took a leap and decided to do something different for chrismahannakwanzaka. i drove up to san fran to see the boy. slept in the van and fell into him. hung out on haight st and in and around golden gate park. sat on a street corner on christmas day and yelled at passersby. and began realizing what i might want. or need. and with new information today.... i'm having to redesign my whole mindscape. so.. i don't know what will come of all of this. but i think my life will be changing.

twigsville on the horizon and i am both dreading it and looking forward to it. so much to take in. so much to still go through. and a part of me does know that i'm going to be ok no matter what. but there is much to anticipate.

listening to a playlist now...
my cd for a cd exchange probably won't make much sense to anyone who doesn't know me. i think i somewhat summarized myself into cd format. or at least my moods of the past few months. i am a ball of twine.