I could concievably move within the next month.......if I wanted to fuck over the 3 other ppl i live with. and if i wanted to dump the b/f.
it's sad, but i actually look forward to going to work now, just to get away from him.
speaking of work....
got a slight concussion (I think...didnt go to the hospital to find out for sure) at work last night. I was ringing in an order on the kitchen "micro" (computer) and the grill cooks were cleaning the vents. They'd set them on top of the microwave right next to the micro I was using...and they fell on my head. I have a nice little knot on the right side of my forehead now woot! oh yeah...and even though i didnt get drunk last night...i feel like i have the worst hangover in my life.
oh yeah...and we started selling alcohol today woot!
in other news.....
i woke up in a GREAT mood. then chris had to ruin it. i was all about talking to him and working things out and telling him i loved him and cuddling and kissing...and yes....even sex......but no....he had to bitch about my job and how much he hates that i work there. then we started talking about jacksonville again. yeah..one fight lead to annother and now we're both pissed off at eachother......again.....i need a car bad
chris told me that i had nothing in jacksonville...well....i do have something atleast there....HOPE.....a chance....maybe i wont go back to school, but i have atleast one close friend there and a job......what more do you need?.....and what do i have here? a b/f that constantly reminds me of my faults and constantly ridicules me for my differences......a few good friends and a job........hmm...sounds like jacksonville is the winner to me!
i'll miss the friends i've made, but i promise to keep in touch........and i have until sep to change my mind ........ what i'm waiting on is for chris to give me a reason to stay here and not move...but of course that'll proly not happen.
it's sad, but i actually look forward to going to work now, just to get away from him.
speaking of work....
got a slight concussion (I think...didnt go to the hospital to find out for sure) at work last night. I was ringing in an order on the kitchen "micro" (computer) and the grill cooks were cleaning the vents. They'd set them on top of the microwave right next to the micro I was using...and they fell on my head. I have a nice little knot on the right side of my forehead now woot! oh yeah...and even though i didnt get drunk last night...i feel like i have the worst hangover in my life.
oh yeah...and we started selling alcohol today woot!
in other news.....
i woke up in a GREAT mood. then chris had to ruin it. i was all about talking to him and working things out and telling him i loved him and cuddling and kissing...and yes....even sex......but no....he had to bitch about my job and how much he hates that i work there. then we started talking about jacksonville again. yeah..one fight lead to annother and now we're both pissed off at eachother......again.....i need a car bad
chris told me that i had nothing in jacksonville...well....i do have something atleast there....HOPE.....a chance....maybe i wont go back to school, but i have atleast one close friend there and a job......what more do you need?.....and what do i have here? a b/f that constantly reminds me of my faults and constantly ridicules me for my differences......a few good friends and a job........hmm...sounds like jacksonville is the winner to me!
i'll miss the friends i've made, but i promise to keep in touch........and i have until sep to change my mind ........ what i'm waiting on is for chris to give me a reason to stay here and not move...but of course that'll proly not happen.
mysweetisrael:
You rule! Thanks for helping me mess with Robbie.