Hug a loved one, visit the sick and give to the poor. Today is a day of cheer and rememberance. National AIDS awareness day! So everyone pack up the family and go to your local movie theater and watch the movie Rent (or go see the musical if it's in your neighborhood), shower a local AIDS patient with love, warn your family of the dangers...
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ok quick update.....


work, work work, work work work, work work work band work, work work band work work work, well...you get the pic




went to see harry potter...it rawked.....not giving details until you go see it yourself

failed my first attempt at the bartending test for RT, but tis ok..i hopefully get annother try or two

chris and i are okies and more okies!...
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well.......relationship issues were resolved, and now my car is dead joyu joy joy

Em's not the only one w/ relationship issues atm....i LOVE chris, but he refuses to open up to me. I'm pretty sure he's depressed, but he won't talk about it, he just gets even more depressed and then eats 2/3 of the pizzas i orderd (i ordered 3 pizzas). I wish he would just understand that i love him, and want to be with him...so...
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these are two new songs i've written in the pas week.....my lyrical skills are deffinately improving. (even if my spelling isnt)



Point

I know this chick
Complaining about shit
Being started by others
Making her look bad

This same chick
Started talking shit
About a few friends
Shit that made them mad

Has no one told her
When you point your finger
There are four...
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not much is happenin in my life atm....atleast not much outta the norm.....my stepmother is still practically dying, my dad is still depressed, my boyfriend and i still fight...but he's still amazing, the roomates are still constantly fighting, work sucks, life sucks, i'm still living.


saw the corpse bride...it was amazing!!!!


have an idea for a set, but must talk to the photographer to see...
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well my family issues are resolved, dad and i worked things out over the phone....just in time for ye olde drama to come back and punch me while i wasnt looking.....fucking bitch needs to stop talking about me and jana behind our backs. anyone that tries to break up jana's relationship needs to be hurt, and she has done so in the past, and i...
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got a call from dad....i think i've officially been dissowned.....he left a message saying that if i didnt want to be a part of the family again i didnt have to be......and i replied "i want to be, but i cant change who i am, and i know that brenda needs you more than either of you need me atm, so i dont expect you...
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the familiar depression is sinking in again. i just am not happy/satisfied with anything atm. i love chris, but he's driving me mad, janna and keebs are great roomies, and truth be told, the only reason i'm staying in p'cola is for the three of them.......i've managed to make new friends, and weed out the ppl that would stabb me in the back, or just...
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I HATE THE AMERICAN GOVERNMENT SO DAMN MUCH!!!





First of all, we're in a fucking war over fucking oil when all we have to do is stop the fucking war and start selling hydrogen-fueled engines and we'd be set. But NO! We can't have energy-efficient cars that help save the environment, we have to kill millions of our young men and women in a meaningless...
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fuck bush

man....there are so many new girls. but then agian, i've not checked in a few weeks. cant wait til i get the money to buy my own decent comp! the laptop is about to be sold or trashed, whichever would be more profitable for me

oh yeah, in jan. i'm proly gonna start apprenticing at a local piercing place cant wait....school is gonna go on...
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