Once again I've been bad and havn't updated in a while. Life has been kinda stupid buisy latley. That and I've been depressed and stressed. It's mostly all good now. I hadn't been getting enough hours at work and that really stressed me out. I was supposed to go out to Columbia, Mo this weekend for a good friends renewal of vows. I introduced them...
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Music: RantRadio
Right, so I've been a bad little goth and haven't updated in a couple of weeks. I guess I'll just have to be punished.
I've been spending lots of time working, reading, and of course, spending as much time with H. as possible. Most recently I went over there Sat evening and just got back early yesterday morning. No, my work schedual didn't...
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Right, so I've been a bad little goth and haven't updated in a couple of weeks. I guess I'll just have to be punished.
I've been spending lots of time working, reading, and of course, spending as much time with H. as possible. Most recently I went over there Sat evening and just got back early yesterday morning. No, my work schedual didn't... Read More
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pandamonium:
glad to know dragonbreath is back 
yeah, my family is not doing so hot right now. but we're all stickin together, so hopefully we'll all come out no more insane than we went in.
so stuff with H is gooood .. YAAAY!!!
wanna read somethin funny? check out my last journal entry. hi-larious
i get the digits, huh? i'm in the big time now!
yeah, my family is not doing so hot right now. but we're all stickin together, so hopefully we'll all come out no more insane than we went in.
so stuff with H is gooood .. YAAAY!!!
wanna read somethin funny? check out my last journal entry. hi-larious
i get the digits, huh? i'm in the big time now!
neuroticanne:
How are you doing?? We need an update!!! (((hugs))) 
MUSIC: RANTRADIO
Starting to wake up. I slept for 11 hours last night. I was tired, yes?
Here's why...
Friday night I was supposed to go to a b-day party for an aquatance of mine. The plan was that I would go, meet up with H. there and then eventually head back to her place. That didn't happen. I get to work Friday night and...
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Starting to wake up. I slept for 11 hours last night. I was tired, yes?
Here's why...
Friday night I was supposed to go to a b-day party for an aquatance of mine. The plan was that I would go, meet up with H. there and then eventually head back to her place. That didn't happen. I get to work Friday night and...
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silveronthetree:
Where u at my man, miss ya!
pandamonium:
hey dragon breath!
whatcha been up to?
hit me up!
whatcha been up to?
hit me up!
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laputa64:
Fans of the Cruxshadows Unite!!!
A New Group has been formed to show our appreciation for the group, and to discuss and debate everything there is about them. Come join me in the love and getting this New Group off the ground:
A New Group has been formed to show our appreciation for the group, and to discuss and debate everything there is about them. Come join me in the love and getting this New Group off the ground:
pandamonium:
my weekend had more "goods" than "bads" though.
life is all about the balance.
how's your hunnie?
life is all about the balance.
how's your hunnie?
Music: Cruxshadows
Got Mystery of the Whisper again yesterday, one of the many pieces of music that I've lost. There are many songs on here that make me think of Becki and miss her.
I will build this monument to remember all the love we once had and I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be
There are so many times...
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Got Mystery of the Whisper again yesterday, one of the many pieces of music that I've lost. There are many songs on here that make me think of Becki and miss her.
I will build this monument to remember all the love we once had and I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be
There are so many times...
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amelia:
nice meeting you at the kastle the other night .
~Amelia
~Amelia
Music: SNOG
Yesterday the great and wise voters of Misery, oops, Missouri voted on a constitutional admendment to ban gay marrage. Can you guess what happened? Fucking backwards ass hillbilly mofos.
Anyway....
Life for me has been pretty good. Been doing a fair amount of reading, doing a great deal of thinking. One of the questions I ask myself the most is "Is it worth...
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Yesterday the great and wise voters of Misery, oops, Missouri voted on a constitutional admendment to ban gay marrage. Can you guess what happened? Fucking backwards ass hillbilly mofos.
Anyway....
Life for me has been pretty good. Been doing a fair amount of reading, doing a great deal of thinking. One of the questions I ask myself the most is "Is it worth...
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pandamonium:
i hear dragons automatically score more on the side of banality anyway
pandamonium:
spanked??
do dragons keep promises?
and yes i said BANAL you 180-scorin, hell-bound, fire-breathin cutie pie!!
do dragons keep promises?
and yes i said BANAL you 180-scorin, hell-bound, fire-breathin cutie pie!!
I'm wandering around a used book store close to my house. Looking through the sci-fi section, seeing if anything calls out to me. That's when I feel it, that instinct. "Turn around" that little voice in my gut says. My eyes instantly fall upon it like an old lover across the room. One who's body you know better than your own. One who's eyes say...
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silveronthetree:
I checked out one song on that album, called Kingdom. I liked it. It reminds me of a friends music.
No Imagica, not read that. I`ll look it over when I return from my holiday. All the best and post you on my return (aug16thish)
No Imagica, not read that. I`ll look it over when I return from my holiday. All the best and post you on my return (aug16thish)
demon665:
Sweetness. Thanks for the reply. I haven't really had the time to come on lately and write my thoughs and crap down. Get back to me on that group I want to know more about it.
Music: FUCKING VNV NATION!!!!! Empires
Friday afternoon I ordered Empires on-line. (difficult for me to get out and buy music, so I usually order it on-line.) As H. and I were driving up to my house this afternoon the UPS man was pulling up to my place. Talk about PERFECT TIMING!! I had forgoten just exactly how much I love this album and how important...
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Friday afternoon I ordered Empires on-line. (difficult for me to get out and buy music, so I usually order it on-line.) As H. and I were driving up to my house this afternoon the UPS man was pulling up to my place. Talk about PERFECT TIMING!! I had forgoten just exactly how much I love this album and how important...
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silveronthetree:
I`ll check it out if you rate it so highly.
jenya:
i could not have said it better myself. i am in complete love with that album.
when i saw them live a couple of years ago....it was
just had to share that.
when i saw them live a couple of years ago....it was
just had to share that.
< sigh> What a weekend. I spent more time I work than I did doing anything else. I hate weekends like that. Shouldn't complain too much, though, H. came over late Sat. night and spent the night here. No, it's not like that you sick people. We actually spend more time cuddling and talking than doing anything else.
I am NOT a morning person. It...
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We actually spend more time cuddling and talking than doing anything else.
I am NOT a morning person. It...
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silveronthetree:
Sounds like a plan!
missfortyfive:
I havn't checked mt e-mail forever !!! Sorry about that 
I'm writing you one tonight ....
I'm writing you one tonight ....Wow, I havn't updated in almost a week....
Really hasn't been anything interesting going on, until now.
Had Wend. & Thurs. off again, of course they were spent with the most wonderful woman in the world. And got to see J.L. and A. last night. I've missed those guys so much. I think they liked H.
Monday night was really interesting. Went out to the...
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Really hasn't been anything interesting going on, until now.
Had Wend. & Thurs. off again, of course they were spent with the most wonderful woman in the world.
And got to see J.L. and A. last night. I've missed those guys so much. I think they liked H.
Monday night was really interesting. Went out to the...
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silveronthetree:
I love that comment about the WARNING!
That`s so funny, like he`s gonna beat you up if you hurt his friend?
She`s a big fucking girl. I wish people would grow up. Like his little warning will make you think twice about any descion you are making when concerning H. I suppose its just his way of saying that he cares for H. but it still stinks of a: a big ego, b: he`s fancied her for years but she`s not into him at all and he can`t live with it so he has to strong arm potential boyfriends.
Ah well, sorry I had no idea that that would get me on a rant! lol.
That`s so funny, like he`s gonna beat you up if you hurt his friend?
She`s a big fucking girl. I wish people would grow up. Like his little warning will make you think twice about any descion you are making when concerning H. I suppose its just his way of saying that he cares for H. but it still stinks of a: a big ego, b: he`s fancied her for years but she`s not into him at all and he can`t live with it so he has to strong arm potential boyfriends.
Ah well, sorry I had no idea that that would get me on a rant! lol.
silveronthetree:
You lucky bastard, no hangovers!
All the best with H. I am glad you can be philosophical about the Warning.
All the best
All the best with H. I am glad you can be philosophical about the Warning.
All the best
glad you are cool and on track. Sounds like things with H are good.
lots of good vibes to ya!
I liked your comment about scotland. Wouldn`t it be cool to track some of your ancestors down?