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dragonmatrix23

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Friday Sep 17, 2004

Sep 17, 2004
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Something I've been thinking about and just want to get onto paper, so to speak....

In the past three months, well, almost three months I've been having a relationship with a very wonderful woman. I've talked about her several times here. Sure there have a few things here and there that needed to be ironed out, but that's true of any relationship. This is a big one. So far certain things have been pretty one sided. I do all kinds of things for her. That's just the way I am. I've mowed her lawn twice, because it was getting to that point where it HAD to be mowed and she really didn't have the time. I've bought her things on a whim, just because, sent her flowers. Talked her down when the spiders were out to get her. I've even had friends pick me up from her place (an hour drive there for them) when she didn't really have time to take me home. Yes, she thanks me every time I do these things. I know she appreciates them. So far I have only seen one time that tells me she thinks about doing these things for me. She was already upset (stressed out) and mentioned that she was upset because she hasn't done anything for me like that. Well, this week and next week have been stupid crazy for her. I havn't seen her since Monday night when we were at the club togather and then went back to her place. Our sceduals don't mesh for tomorrow. I'm going to see my grandmother and I found out last night that it's a 3 and a half hour drive. So it turns out I won't be going to the larp after all. I'll be back too late. Neither of us are really crazy about going to the club Monday, me because I'm broke, she because she has to be up stupid early. Well, here's my point. Unless we get togather Wend. night we won't have seen each other for two weeks come next Monday which is her b-day. She takes a kick-boxing course that she can go to on Mon, Wend, or Fri. She would have rather gone two weeks without seeing each other than to sacrafice a bit so that we can see each other Wend. It wasn't until I mentioned it that she kinda agreed. You see what I mean by one sided? Now in her defence she does drive a lot so that we can spend some time togather. I've done every thing I could to help with that. I even offered to drive her car. It may not seem like a big thing, but in my situation, it is. You'll just have to trust me on that. Yes, we will be spending most of the week of her b-day togather. She's pretty much taken the whole week off because of her b-day and then later that week is Archon. So we'll be spending plenty of time togather then. My main thoughts are the one sidedness. So here's my dilema.... Do I sit on this and wait for my b-day (just a month away) and see what she does, or do I sit her down and we talk about this? I'm leaning twards the first. I want to see how much she thinks about me without being prompted. Yea, it's a bit of a test. Kinda immature of me, yea. I'm just curious to see.....

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