dragonflycq

OK.

So I put up some of the rejected set in my pics folder. Go take a look. Here's a couple of my favorites.









I sent in 69 pics. Plenty to choose from.

I have 3 months till I can send in another. Which I definitely will.

Last night I had a dream about what my new set will be. It's the second I've had this year. The first I had way long ago before I even took this one. In it Voltaire told me I was accepted & that it was one of the best sets she's ever seen....then last night, all the details came to me like I was shooting it right then & there.

I'm taking this as a very good sign. So...diet starts Monday (I have to re-lose all the weight that I gained back from shooting this set)...and I have to work on my "costume" for the set.........no spoilers..........


But...hearing about my rejection on Monday set me off for a pretty fucking horrible week....

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I ripped my nipple open. I have one of those netted sponges, and I'm usually very careful with it, but Wednesday morning just did me in. Caught my ring, and ripped a "Y" shape into my nipple. It was pretty fucking bad. It's better now. It doesn't quite hurt...but it feels......weird.....I can't describe it....all I can say is that when I clean it with the q-tip...I'm feeling around the inside of my nipple. There are no words to describe that.

I got my new kitty this week...which is good...but she's been crying at nights, so.....no decent sleep for me! She's really adorable...little black Bettie. There will be pics to follow.

Still arguing with my mom. She almost caused me to have an accident. She wants to sit down with me & dad and "talk"....fix whatever the friction is between us.....whatever....I don't have time for that if she's just going to continue to try and make me someone I'm not.

Saw the Black Crowes & Tom Petty in Maryland on Wednesday for my baby's Birthday. He fell asleep at the wheel on the way back & we almost ran off the interstate...then it was all I could do to keep myself awake so I could keep him awake.

I have a co-worker that we've been having a real problem with....he's a good friend of mine, but sometimes at work, I just want to punch him in the face. He's got good days and bad...he's seriously depressed & falls a bit to the alcoholic side....he's had a great week and then Friday, he was just a plain dick. I had to up and leave work w/ my new roomate/fellow manager to get a drink at 3 in the afternoon. We felt better after that.

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Anyhoo...........I'm determined to get my life better than it is right now....I feel fat, ugly, under-appreciated, un-talented, and stuck in a rut.

I know I'm not any of those.....I've gotta fix it.