dragonflycq

I need to start getting rid of some of the crap in my closet and start infultrating it with hot little numbers like these:

Buy it for me


Or this one


Hotness!!!


I'm being subtle


Shoes too!


Le sigh.....

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It would be nice to have money to throw around on buying cool things...but alas......credit debt.......I have however saved up $200 for my tattoo...that's like, the most I've EVER saved. So I'm proud.

I've decided that white cherry print is my thing. I have tons of cherry stuff...but my new dinner wear is white cherry print...so now I wanna make curtains and pillows and such to match. I could probably sell all kinds of stuff like that too....

hmmm.................

Brainstorming is taking over......I have tons of ideas for dresses, skirts, home accessories....And there are definitely some niche shops I could consign them in.....hmmm.............

Make stuff, sell stuff, make money, buy stuff!!! Yeah!

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I love Rob.

That feels so good to say without fear now.

He slept over last night. Usually we go to his house b/c he lives alone, but I have a bigger bed, so it's nice to get comfy and sleep well with him. Too bad neither of us could sleep in.


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I think I may have confused some of you from my last journal...

When I was talking about *knowing* what she went through...we didn't go through the same *exact* thing, but another version of.....there's so many routes to be had in something as terrible as that....mine involved a boss so yeah. But I got my revenge.

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You know what urks me? When chics who've only recently (as in the last, say 4-6 months) found SG and think they know everything about it, and act like they've been an SG all along. SGVA was non-existent when I joined. Respect that.

You know what else urks me? The fact that I applied to be an SG almost a year ago, and I still haven't sent in a set. I know it's my own damn fault, but it just hasn't worked out for me to shoot one yet. And I'm not someone that does something half-assed to tide me over. Hell no. It just frustrates me. I have great ideas every fucking day for sets....and they're just being wasted away in time.....And I know I keep saying I've been planning one...but this time it actually looks like it's going to happen. Tentatively middle of March. Then once I'm one, there can be a 'true' Virginia Girls of SG proper.

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Tonight I go to a Tex-Mex theme party. I'm stoked. I have a great little 'seniorita' outfit packed in my bag to change into after I get off at the 'Boo at 10pm. Complete with sexy feather fan that I bought at Bygones a couple of days ago. I've always wanted one, but never had one of my own. I've definitely used them before in Dance recitals and am totally fucking looking forward to Tango-ing all over my friends kitchen floor. Hopefully there will be making out with girls too. I need to make out with a chic soon or else I might burst.

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I only had 3 glasses of wine last night, and a white russian, but damn I still feel dizzy. And I don't have those luscious carbs to make me feel better. I miss the hangover cure of a. wake and bake, b. shower and masturbate, c. Taco Bell and giant Mountain Dew, d. nap on couch watching some shitty TBS movie of the day. But....I'm all grown up now and don't smoke anymore. And since I'm tryin' to be nekky on the internet, no Taco Bell.

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I wish the weather would fucking make up it's mind. It was 70 like 4 days ago...and now it hurts to be outside it's so cold. I want the weather to be warmer so I can start riding my bike, and taking walks, and go roller skating. I need to do more pilates too. Well....more regularly. Pilates feels so good. Hell, I need to start choreographing for my friends band that I'm dancing with. Gawd I need to get in shape. The girl I spoke of in my last journal wants to dance too. She's not too bad. I want to start a cabaret troupe. I just don't know where and with whom we would perform. There's definitely several girls I've found in Richmond that would do it too.

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Why don't I ever actually start any of my projects? Oh yeah, I work 65 hours a week. That's right. Fuck. Shit. I will make time damn it. I vow this year to make time to be creative. I wasted last one....well....not totally.....I did fall in love......that was pretty important. This year, I make him proud. I wanna be more than fucking arm candy. I want us to go out and people go, hey that's Rob who's an amazing artist and does all those cool band's album and website art...and hey that's Dragonfly...that girl who makes clothes, models, paints, dances, and does all those cool band's photography!!! He's so lucky to have her!

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Thanks for reading all my ramblings. Please leave me advice. I love getting it. Even if it's wrong, even if I don't take it. It's nice to hear other peoples opinions, some of whom I don't even know.

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Love,
DFCQ