dragonflower

Magnus does not like it when i work out. i need to get my bike back.
my add has been horrible lately. really short attention span. ooh, shiny! uh, oh yeah! i'm going to try medication again and see if i can stand it. anyway, i'm gonna go investigate this whole shiny thing situation.
peace out, homies.

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i need to cuddle, kiss, spank, lick, or fuck someone so so bad. preferably all of the above.
i'd rather be in california.

Danzig, That is all.

holy shit, i'm moving to L.A... and way too soon. I'm freakin out a little, but overall i'm psyched. i feel pretty good about things right now. time is moving much too fast for me, though. i have too many things to do. my sister randomly decided to join us, as well. that's pretty exciting. she doesn't really have many ties here, and i think...
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sometimes i wish i could just erase all this shit, y'know? i'd really rather not be such a drama queen. it's embarrassing.
i guess i could edit everything into oblivion.
but i'm not supposed to be embarrassed by anything. being an actor and all that shit. sometimes i wonder if i can really call myself an actor anymore, though.
ugh. i need a vacation from...
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is there a way back from all this destruction?

what about the self-destruction? the madness? the shame?
could i ever be the same? will i ever be sane?




ps: i'm remembering how awesome Weeds is. it's threatening to take up all my time.

ugh. still trying to keep it together. dropped a class. my sister is getting a divorce after being with my bro-in-law for at least 15 years. she says she doesn't love him anymore, and isn't attracted to him. i don't like it one bit. we haven't been hanging much lately, but i really do love the dude. this is going to be very messed up....
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Sooooo, yeah. I'm still in school. I'm still doing pretty good, though i could be doing better. I'm busy, obviously. But I'm looking forward to spring break next week! and going to some sxsw parties. but i still have to go to class in 30, and take a huge test on friday. just had one crazyass quiz in the same class, and it makes me...
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i am so close to permanently dropping out of school. i am so fed up with the whole bullshit broken fucking system & the outrageous cost of a shitty education.
i'm just inches away from taking the rest of my money ( a meager meager sum), buying hallucinogens & granola bars, and retreating to live out the last few remaining days of my existence in...
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sooo tired. skipped class yesterday & then rearranged my schedule. now i'm taking more hours and harder classes! wtf is wrong with me!? ugh. i hate evening classes, but i signed up for one: business & technical writing. WHAT!?! it was the only class still open that would meet my comm. requirement. fuck. hate mornings? love fridays? well get ready to hate fridays, cause you're...
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oh man. birthday is monday & my classes start tuesday! i'm freakin out, man! i'm going full time and i'm going to have to work my ass off. hopefully, it will be fun. i'm taking an acting class & a martial arts conditioning class, so i'm hoping that balances out the cerebral stuff. ugh. i'm also trying not to drink or smoke. we'll see how...
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