Ugh its about 1am right now and I feel like shit..I am pretty fed up with how the boy has been treating me lately..he doesn't understand that I have no friends here..I have no one to hang out with here..sure he has his friends and I kinda talk to his friends but I dont hang out with them..I feel alone and what does he do? He makes fun of me for being on the internet and for playing my Final fantasy XI game..it just pisses me off because the only friends I do talk to are online..and this is the same kinda shit my ex husband would pull with me too. I ask them to stop but do they? no its Oh april loves the computer more than me, but do they ask me to get off and sit on the couch or watch a movie or take me out do to something? No its just make fun of april because she spends time on the computer and stays up late at night doing one of the few things she enjoys in life, and dont you tell me people that dont love dan because I do damnit even when I am playing a game I will get up every 15 mins or so just to go give him a hug or a kiss and tell him I love him..and usually he is watching 24 which I do not like watching..I think its boreing personally. so what else would there be for me to do?..exactly..
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