I have a fragile heart from the constant ravages that are from a being that takes on the female form, which has caused an infection to my core and has sread to my lungs. It does not lay dorment, it never rests, this infection has me in its grasp. Each and every day it creeps a little further draging me under, sometimes I wonder is this life worth living? Is it worth all this heartache? I have been fighting this battle for an age, my tolerence for this life is wearing thin.