As many of you who follow me may have noticed I have not been as prolific a poster as before to tgat I must apologise work has been busy and I’ve come home to tired to think most evenings though the work isn’t strenuous I have been doing a lot of extra curricular activities to take my mind of some really shit news we as a family got. As many who have read my blog will know my sister in law had her cancer return at first diagnosis said it was terminal but with the right treatment we could expect up to ten years or more and even though that was shit news there was always hope that it could be extended as new treatments were discovered. Well just before Christmas my sister in law was told that it is now in her blood and marrow and not to expect to be here Christmas 2018. This they kept from us until after Christmas. The news has devestated me and my family as she has been part of our family for so long and finally dragged my brother up the aisle after dating him and being his fiancé for nearly 17 years. The hardest thing for me is not being able to do anything to help as I can fight a person but not a disease and for the first time in a long time I feel helpless. Hence to distract myself I’ve been doing as many duties and extra bits as possible. The lads at work have been awesome and my sgt has told me if I need time for anything just to ask. One of the cpls is helping me work on running long distance so I can do a charity run.
Well tgat turned out longer than expected sorry if it seems gloomy