drackon

I spent today recovering from a rough night of what you may ask?
Sugar.
How bad is it when you can't sleep all night because of all you intake of sugar the night before and then can't function well the next day.
Any ways. It was fun. Bars, Pool, Cafe (chocolate chip pancakes ++++).

Now I can't find a parking spot on the correct side of the road, so if I have to wake up early and wait to move my car tomorrow morning.

I made a little resolution during new years to become more externally focused in that I would challenge myself to incorporate others into mutual communication by a ) providing more information and b ) extracting more information from every individual I come across. This would fulfill certain ideals I have in my head, and I've always known this but it was only during new years eve did I notice how little do i actually exchange in social settings lately.
It's tough because I've been so apathetic I could care less. And thus I've noticed I haven't been doing it much.

I also realized I've been waiting around too much and need to refocus my energies back into the projects I've wanted to do and into jobs.
I've been so focused on trying dejectedly for human connections that I do nothing, and then all my energies, my thoughts, are gone to waste when there is no outlet there.

I had this list of things I wanted to do and I still do. I've had this odd idea that I want to start some sort of indie producing company. But this is really ambitious and I haven't been putting my efforts into learning book binding and other such ventures.
So.
All I can do is write this and hope it leaves a residue of inspiration.