Wow, I have been so busy, and yet nothing exciting has happened, except for the accidental ex-girlfriend sex, and that wasn't even news...it was bound to happen, and I think almost everybody has been in that situation.
It really was an accident. It just sort of happened...it will happen again, I am sure, but I wasn't wanting it so soon.
I also made the leap in technology from Win 2K to XP. THere was a moment of panic when I thought I had no email and porn backed up, but then I realized that I had only lost from November to May, and ther was nothing happening then anyway, I was just getting my soul back together.
Something is about to happen, though. I can feel it on the horizon.
There has been too much peace. Everyone around me still has more drama than the OC, and Jenny is, of course, action-packed with issues, but it's not my problem. I can ony guess that I am in the eye of the hurricane.
I wonder if my chaos is sleeping at my feet, and if it will wake up and bite me if I poke it with a sharp stick.
Things are too safe. I am bored. I need to go get into a fight, or get arrested, or something...I need action!!!
So what did I do this weekend?
Take down the wallpaper in the kitchen, and then paint it.
White.
..........
I feel the Tyler Durden waking up. He's in there somewhere.
Watch out...
It really was an accident. It just sort of happened...it will happen again, I am sure, but I wasn't wanting it so soon.
I also made the leap in technology from Win 2K to XP. THere was a moment of panic when I thought I had no email and porn backed up, but then I realized that I had only lost from November to May, and ther was nothing happening then anyway, I was just getting my soul back together.
Something is about to happen, though. I can feel it on the horizon.
There has been too much peace. Everyone around me still has more drama than the OC, and Jenny is, of course, action-packed with issues, but it's not my problem. I can ony guess that I am in the eye of the hurricane.
I wonder if my chaos is sleeping at my feet, and if it will wake up and bite me if I poke it with a sharp stick.
Things are too safe. I am bored. I need to go get into a fight, or get arrested, or something...I need action!!!
So what did I do this weekend?
Take down the wallpaper in the kitchen, and then paint it.
White.
..........
I feel the Tyler Durden waking up. He's in there somewhere.
Watch out...
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accidental ex-sex eh? u bad boy! ah, but i too have been guilty of the same in recent weeks.
let me know how the chaos flows...
[Edited on Jun 08, 2005 11:15PM]