So, I didn't quite get that job yet, but check out this craziness I wrote. I think the juice is starting to flow. The sleeper has awakened...because it is.
There was none of this "the Devil made me do it" nonsense with me. I had totally flipped out. It's not that I didn't know right from wrong anymore, but at those moments it was vitally important to me to get whatever it was that I was doing complete. Imperative.
People wigging out and still in the depths of some sanity would certainly cry 'wolf.' That's self preservation. BUT...the whole reason it worked some times at all as a defense is that at some moment, in the past or in the future, that lie was truth, a legend, gospel. Not just mostly the truth, it was stone cold absolute. There Was a God. Did God tell me to do it? Maybe...but I couldn't snitch if I wanted to. It was against all reason to betray the truth to my tormentors. There is a reason they don't know the answer.
I know the answer.
The thing about infinity, though, is that is one of those numbers that gets further away the closer you get. This is the nature of the balance. On/Off. White/black. Crunchy/smooth. Once, there was no distinction. Then, the distinction became faint, but noticeable. This represents 'Analog.' As we see ourselves getting closer, the more we try to move quickly to 'Digital.'
We want to get there because we are going to where the answers are. We can see them growing clearer every day, every second, as the tides of progress flow with an always quickening din. You know that you are getting closer, because the balance appears to be tipping, but, believe me...it knows what it's doing. You get better at life, life takes away the body, The yin and the yang, the balance of time.
This is why...without death, there is no mortal. Without mortal, there is no death. On/Off. White/black. Grey...analog...bisexual...liberal...conservative! And when it is learned and known...which, by being brought into reality is now fact, mind you...it shall come.
The rapture will come because it must come. It isn't a hope, it is reality. That is what we call...faith. When you know. You don't have to prove, because at this point it is now evident.
Will that moment bring paradise...? It will, because it will bring...everything.
There was none of this "the Devil made me do it" nonsense with me. I had totally flipped out. It's not that I didn't know right from wrong anymore, but at those moments it was vitally important to me to get whatever it was that I was doing complete. Imperative.
People wigging out and still in the depths of some sanity would certainly cry 'wolf.' That's self preservation. BUT...the whole reason it worked some times at all as a defense is that at some moment, in the past or in the future, that lie was truth, a legend, gospel. Not just mostly the truth, it was stone cold absolute. There Was a God. Did God tell me to do it? Maybe...but I couldn't snitch if I wanted to. It was against all reason to betray the truth to my tormentors. There is a reason they don't know the answer.
I know the answer.
The thing about infinity, though, is that is one of those numbers that gets further away the closer you get. This is the nature of the balance. On/Off. White/black. Crunchy/smooth. Once, there was no distinction. Then, the distinction became faint, but noticeable. This represents 'Analog.' As we see ourselves getting closer, the more we try to move quickly to 'Digital.'
We want to get there because we are going to where the answers are. We can see them growing clearer every day, every second, as the tides of progress flow with an always quickening din. You know that you are getting closer, because the balance appears to be tipping, but, believe me...it knows what it's doing. You get better at life, life takes away the body, The yin and the yang, the balance of time.
This is why...without death, there is no mortal. Without mortal, there is no death. On/Off. White/black. Grey...analog...bisexual...liberal...conservative! And when it is learned and known...which, by being brought into reality is now fact, mind you...it shall come.
The rapture will come because it must come. It isn't a hope, it is reality. That is what we call...faith. When you know. You don't have to prove, because at this point it is now evident.
Will that moment bring paradise...? It will, because it will bring...everything.
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Command and conquer 3 for the 360. yeah 360. which will no longer be my upmost love once I get a wii. I am more of a nintendo girl. I have a 64, gamecube, and going to get one that does the super nintendo and nintendo games. Not that I only do nintendo because I got a regular xbox, atari, and sega genisis. I do need to move anything nin 64 or lower into the other room because it is just way to shitty on a decent size lcd tv.
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