Hey folks
I got a day off today but unfortunately a bit of a virus decided to join me. Probably still will be with me tomorrow when I have to get up and head off to work again. I'm also pretty vexed at how badly my wireless connection is performing again. I wasted maybe 45 minutes down at the holyone barnes and noble trying to get connected, earlier this afternoon. So I came up to northampton, my basic habit I guess, and I'm using the wifi they have at the haymarket cafe. Lately I seem to be having pretty good luck meeting up with people I know up hereabouts. There's one fellow I've seen around that I know but I'm not sure if he knows me, his name is eric and he was one of my former girlfriend Erica's old boyfriends before me. I don't really know if he knows that erica was killed in the auto accident, though I would imagine that would have heard. I guess I'd like to talk to him but I don't really know him beyond who he is.
But opportunity knocked this afternoon, my brother called me up and told me his boss wants to talk to me. Coke bought that vitamin water company which will increase their volume of business; as my brother says movement is afoot. According to him I wouldn't be driving right away though, I would be doing merchandising.
Nother thing which vexes me is that I'm now about twice as old as some of the college students I'm seeing around here. Heartbreakingly beautiful girl I saw in a mexican restaurant made me all to conscious of that. Maybe I'm a perv or something for finding a girl half my age "heartbreakingly beautiful" but that's literally what I thought, so maybe my mental age is not as geriatric as my physical age. One thing about getting older is that at least as it seems to me, you appreciate the beauty of a lot more women that you did once upon a time, when what your sexual mind fancied was nothing more than what the mass media had told you to.
Don't much wanna go to work tomorrow; It's cold out for the first time in a while and I shall have to be out earlyish to get out to Rome and back to Cambridge. Whatever. Never gonna love work.
I wrote about it a while ago, but playing chess against my computer the other day I again realized that I have no notion of how to attack, no impulse to do so. I cannot overstate how huge a handicap this is in life. Without that impulse it's like nothing about you is really real, you don't do the things you think about doing, and talk about. You're a map but not a journey. I have been fighting against this tendency, however unimpressively.
Well, take care everyone.
I got a day off today but unfortunately a bit of a virus decided to join me. Probably still will be with me tomorrow when I have to get up and head off to work again. I'm also pretty vexed at how badly my wireless connection is performing again. I wasted maybe 45 minutes down at the holyone barnes and noble trying to get connected, earlier this afternoon. So I came up to northampton, my basic habit I guess, and I'm using the wifi they have at the haymarket cafe. Lately I seem to be having pretty good luck meeting up with people I know up hereabouts. There's one fellow I've seen around that I know but I'm not sure if he knows me, his name is eric and he was one of my former girlfriend Erica's old boyfriends before me. I don't really know if he knows that erica was killed in the auto accident, though I would imagine that would have heard. I guess I'd like to talk to him but I don't really know him beyond who he is.
But opportunity knocked this afternoon, my brother called me up and told me his boss wants to talk to me. Coke bought that vitamin water company which will increase their volume of business; as my brother says movement is afoot. According to him I wouldn't be driving right away though, I would be doing merchandising.
Nother thing which vexes me is that I'm now about twice as old as some of the college students I'm seeing around here. Heartbreakingly beautiful girl I saw in a mexican restaurant made me all to conscious of that. Maybe I'm a perv or something for finding a girl half my age "heartbreakingly beautiful" but that's literally what I thought, so maybe my mental age is not as geriatric as my physical age. One thing about getting older is that at least as it seems to me, you appreciate the beauty of a lot more women that you did once upon a time, when what your sexual mind fancied was nothing more than what the mass media had told you to.
Don't much wanna go to work tomorrow; It's cold out for the first time in a while and I shall have to be out earlyish to get out to Rome and back to Cambridge. Whatever. Never gonna love work.
I wrote about it a while ago, but playing chess against my computer the other day I again realized that I have no notion of how to attack, no impulse to do so. I cannot overstate how huge a handicap this is in life. Without that impulse it's like nothing about you is really real, you don't do the things you think about doing, and talk about. You're a map but not a journey. I have been fighting against this tendency, however unimpressively.
Well, take care everyone.
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Well, I think I love all of Aerosmith song..until 1989..
Life is made of opportunities..i wish you the best.