Saturday Feb 22, 2003

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don't you love writing really long things and erasing them?

i'm begininng to believe everything is fictional and i'm okay with that.

i think saying love in the same breath twice is a good thing. hence two catpower song lines that always give me chills and make me happy
'when no one is around love will always love you'
'i will miss your heart so tender, and i will love this love forever'


theslant:
are you being sarcastic about the losing really long writings thing? I mean, in theory, it's very zen.. for the same hand that creates a thing of passionate beauty to then destroy it without a second thought.

letting go. have you read that Lenore Kandel poem? I could send you a copy if you like. Beat-esque.

still, my transcendence is impeded by my wanting to hold on to my writings. to re-read them, at later times, to see the path that I've traversed so far, to measure out the distances between the present moment and that frozen moment encased in sentences and subtexts. as if such distances aren't already evident in my present being. do I really need to rely on reassurances from words written from the ghost of my former self?

but I digress. (no duh)

I'm seeing Catpower tomorrow!! I'm so freaking stoked.

lallaalaaa

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