dr_john

the snow coming down outside looks like a thick cloud of dust. i can't see the trees in front of my house. roommate justin and i are supposed to have a party tonight but i don't think that anyone is actually going to come over. this makes me sort of sad. parties that i organize always seem to explode in my face. halloween 2001, huge party in wej's basement is sullied when no one our age shows up and missy and her friends bring twenty 16 year olds. new years 2002, huge party at eric's house is crushed when we spring for two kegs and everyone brings their own. i just want everything to be perfect. is that so much to ask?

everyone visit my blog (i fucking hate that word) ahem... weblog and write me nice things to keep my spirits up.