dr_john

i've been spending way too much money the last few days. yesterday it was a pair of hair clippers and dinner. dinner was okay, i don't think i really like the "howard johnson restaurant" feel of the S&S. i felt like it should be on the side of a highway in indiana or someplace as depressing (not to offend any indiana residents out there but...
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i bought a henckels professional 7" Santoku Chef's Knife yesterday. i used it, it fucking rocks and i'm soo happy that i bought it.

i have an unfinished draft on my blogsite that i think i may finally unveil to the world. its about the state of movie versions of popular comic books. with the fantastic four coming out soon it seems like the right...
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dungeons and dragons, harvard graduation, totally hungover, mass hysteria. today is going to be crazy and i am frightened auntie m, i'm frightened.

i'm sitting around waiting for my pizza to arrive. peppers, onion and olives. yum yum yum.
i spent most of today trying to avoid thinking about whatever it was that was bothering me. i can't really put my finger on it but something had me going today and the only person who could calm me down was shuli. her presence alone turns my entire day...
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i'm thinking of starting a new reason for this journal. i'm sick of not updating it frequently and i'm sick of talking about inane things or even large events in my life. i think life is a struggle and i want to appreciate the little things that go well as opposed to the not so great things. i was using my blog for this but...
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It doesn't pay to try

All the smart boys know why

It doesn't mean I didn't try
I just never know why
It isn't cause I'm all alone
Baby your not at home

And even though they don't show
The scars aren't so old
And when they go
They let you know

You cant put your arms around a memory
So dont try

Your just...
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i got fucking stood up by my ex-girlfriend. its not like i was trying to rekindle old flames. i just want to see her and have a drink. arrrrrrr... i'm mad.

life isn't unmanageable but it seems that way sometimes. i need to chill out and enjoy myself.

you're so square, baby i don't care.

i'm excited about arete's new set. its nice to see something that i look forward to happening. life has kind of sucked the last day or so. my grandfather had a stroke the other night and it doesn't look good. i feel like i'm waiting for the phone call and the inevitable trip home. i don't handle death well, as if anyone does.
i'm drunk...
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here i am
rock you like a hurricane

russ moved into the condo yesterday and i'm pretty excited. its going to be nice to be his roommate for a while but i wish it were little longer. going to see the pixies and sleater kinney next month within a week of eachother. total rock overload.
a couple of suggestion for everyone now:
read "mother night"...
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