downcaste

I just got back from going away right work friday. I spent way too much money and will have to brown bag it for lunch until next friday. I guess it wasnt as relaxing as I had hoped but I learned some things about myself. I think some new perspectives, for one thing I need to learn how to slow the hell down and relax....
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This stuff thats been bothering some or a lot of has to do with my own insecurities. But besides that I still just want some new friendships. I enjoy good conservation and hanging out with people. Nothing special, its pretty simple really. Im usually good natured with people maybe thats my weakness. I guess a gf would be the cure-all for this but I dont...
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My father is doing this thing again where he constantly talks about these "great" things my bro in law does while ignoring all the stuff I do. Its really fucking pissing me off. In the past six months I think everyone I that is supposed to give a shit about me has fucking stabbed me in the back in one way or another. I literally...
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SLEATER-F'IN-KINNEY
WOW

I would like to thank wawa for my extra mocha cappucino which kept me from ending up going down an embankment after falling asleep on i95. Despite that I still fell asleep as soon as I got to bed.

Anyway Corin Tucker rocked my world. She is probably about 5'3 and sings like she is 10 feet tall.

On another note I have...
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I'm really tired of all the people in my life. Its just that none of the relationships are positive. I thought I could really invest myself in my exgf, I was even considering marriage but I guess that was a mistake. I don't know where else to go. It doesnt make sense but I dont really have a desire to begin dating again. I just...
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I realize that I have really bent over backward to do some things for people and I got no appreciation from them. Is it foolish of me to expect that? I dont know. I just gave 2 weeks notice about leaving my shitty job and my jackass boss thought I was leaving a week earlier than I told him. I didnt want to give him...
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I was on a long drive yesterday and had a lot of time to think. I realized that I really haven't that none of my relationships ( friendships included) have been satisfying for about 6 months since I broke up with my gf. It doesnt really depress me because that has been going on all along. Its just more of a question of what it...
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I went to see a friend over night on Friday. To sum it up, it just wasnt fun. If I was define friendships by how they acted then I would have very low standards for what I would call friendships. I guess everything went well until another friend showed up and then I started to become the butt of jokes and personal comments. This has...
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Feeling a big nervous lately. But ready to get out of my old routines. I want to get out do things more and meet some new people. I've decided to break off an old friendship and it feels said but also like its right. Maybe ready to start dating again.