That last entry I wrote seems a little weird now that I see it again. I was buzzed at the time so that would do it and was feeling a bit happier than today which has been a tough day. Work really ran me down, made me discouraged about my life, etc. I feeling a bit tired or else I would send out my job application to JMU. I did the math and with the minimum possible salary I should be able to take the job if I find someone who needs a roommate.
Overall I don't feel I have done much lately that I find enjoyable. Feeling a bit deprived of pleasure in my life. Probably why I feel so tired all the time. I was thinking a lot of an ex gf I dated a long time ago. I think I was not ready to settle down with her but now I think that relationship would be very good for me. Bad timing. Life is full of bullshit complications.
Overall I don't feel I have done much lately that I find enjoyable. Feeling a bit deprived of pleasure in my life. Probably why I feel so tired all the time. I was thinking a lot of an ex gf I dated a long time ago. I think I was not ready to settle down with her but now I think that relationship would be very good for me. Bad timing. Life is full of bullshit complications.