downcaste

Went out and had a few beers tonight and someone the only person I have had a serious crush on for a long time. I don't want to say much in case someone knows who she is.
I enjoyed the drinking very much, I always forgot how good I feel which is for the best since Id be drinking constantly. I guess for me as an introvert it makes me want to be more friendly, affectionate or whatever. I don't have anyone to be that way for tonight and it makes me miss someone.