Had some very stressful stuff going on today. I nearly come to the conclusion that I have to leave this city if I am ever going to turn stuff around. That's the only to make a clean break from the all the shit that has happened lately. Why does it all have to be tied to having a new job? fuck!
I should be able to cry after what I have had to deal with. I need find a movie or song or something to make me do it. I think it would help. There's so much built up and I have to release it. It's not really best way to deal but its time to have a drink. All I have is whiskey. oh well
I should be able to cry after what I have had to deal with. I need find a movie or song or something to make me do it. I think it would help. There's so much built up and I have to release it. It's not really best way to deal but its time to have a drink. All I have is whiskey. oh well
Trying to say that politely but the brain is half asleep, it came out crude oh well or maybe im still thinking everyone is a prudish as my exgf.
I'll ponder that one but i need sleep
[Edited on May 07, 2005 2:00PM]