dovienya

My week is off to a good start. After having been pretty much dead on saturday, I finally got to sleep in sunday. I overslept by like....6 hours? But damned if it wasnt nice. For some reason I decided to try fasting. I blame the prior week's over zealous drinking. I learned that I'm weak. I made it a day, before I decided I was hungry enough, and screw the fast. I guess I'm back to thinking maybe people that fast are a little nuts. Although I'll gladly admit that over the holidays I overindulged. So lately I've certainly been eating healthy, and cutting back the drinking. Goodness that's dull.

So anyway, I love how the tattoo touchup turned out.


It's actually pretty darn hard to tell that a mistake was made. Of course, now that this one is really done, I'm starting to seriously think about another... I've got a few ideas I like, too. Any artist type people care to help me figure out how to put a concept to words?

I spoke with my site administrator again today regarding my desire for a raise. This time, I laid out my cards on the table. I've had offers to work elsewhere for more money. Rather than leaping on them, I've stayed where I am, trusting that they would come through for me. I hope my trust doesnt bite me in the ass.

After work I got to see a former coworker of mine. I havent seen her in around a year, and it was fun to meet up at the blue moon with her and a few other coworkers for cocktails. I got a big hug, and an exclamation about how she's missed her "adopted son". Which made me think, (yeah, I know that's dangerous!) there have been a lot of people I've known in my life that have referred to me that way. My actual family may be small and a bit (heh) disfunctional, but... Maybe I belong a lot more than I think I do?

Lots of weird dreams in my life lately. Maybe not so much weird as vivid. Exceptionally vivid. I wonder if any of them mean anything?

I may be going for change with the new year, but I guess I havent been able to shake my habit of thinking too much.