douglasfir

Today's observation - If you don't update for a long time you can look back at what you said you were going to do and feel incredibly bad about being a complete coward and not sticking to your plans... I didn't send the flowers to the girl

My life is currently at an unhappy juncture and although it will make me sound vain the only thing I'm happy about at the moment is my weight loss - in the last ten weeks I've gone from 196lbs down to 171lbs (thats a loss of 24lbs if you're counting... which I am!)... I'd really like to lose another 14lbs...

And about the girl... well I still want to tell her how I feel... and I'm sure I will at some point... but I need to like who I am before I can expect anyone else to.

Geez, that was depressing!

In brighter news - I love "Lost"! The first season finally started to air here in the UK and I love it (I've been watching each episode three times!). I already have the American Season 1 DVD set on pre-order and I will be downloading the new Season 2 episodes once they start airing stateside so I can watch them when I'm done with Season 1!