dougal

Why do we do the things we do when we realize how stupid it is? I came home and vented on my poor girlfriend, things are ok but I feel bad. She is the greatest thing in my life and she did nothing but ask how am I doing and I went off. I guess I was looking for a fight, dumb ass me. But I have apologized as I was wrong and she is ok with it now.

I am so stupid at times; maybe I will learn to be more of a man rather than a boy.

We are sailing to around Laguna today and we have the whole day together, I think I will kiss her as much as I can and tell her how much she means to me every chance I get. But I still think we may get wet she has a tendency to stand up in the boat. So packing is a test of waterproofing. {:oP