OK, I am feeling kind of down right now, so many things just arent fare. Parents are fucked up; they call and put a whole world of shit on you. I am a disappointment because I still do what I do; they think I should be a doctor or something. Fuck that those supercilious assholes. Then I am also am supposed to have a family already, ok I have a girl right now so I guess I will go to her and tell her we are to be married and have kids now. Hell I have a hard enough time managing myself and what the hell I am terrified of having a kid, the longest relationship I have been in has only been five years and it didnt work out and for the life of me I do not want to put a kid threw what I had to go threw growing up. So in short I am a failure, freak and a disappointment to my parents.
I do get to go see Naomi today though so I am looking forward to that, I can use some cute bubbliness now. Work starts Friday and then who knows what I am going to do, I still havent gotten into an apartment. God dam I am such a fucking procrastinator; I guess I can add that to the list.
Damnant quod non intellegunt (they condemn what they do not understand)
I found my Latin not books so I am on a Latin kick right now, it will pass.
I do get to go see Naomi today though so I am looking forward to that, I can use some cute bubbliness now. Work starts Friday and then who knows what I am going to do, I still havent gotten into an apartment. God dam I am such a fucking procrastinator; I guess I can add that to the list.
Damnant quod non intellegunt (they condemn what they do not understand)
I found my Latin not books so I am on a Latin kick right now, it will pass.
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my pic doesn't go up until i become official! ooh thanks for listening to me bitch~ grrr sometimes days aren't always the happiest