so i talked to grey and the situation between us has definitely changed...not by much but enough to be noticable...im pretty sure now that she has always wanted to tell me what was on her mind and simply never did...and that ive been misleading myself for quite a while now...i still enjoy the sound of her voice though...and i like to imagine her sitting in front of me when i talk to her...i always find myself looking at her intensely when we speak in person...i try to avoid staring but it feels like doing anything else wouldnt be quite as rewarding...during the past year and a half,much of the pleasure in my life has been derived from you...give me time...ill adjust to our new situation...
-oz
-oz
shera:
I am not sure what is going on with your entry..I guess i must have missed a journal entry or something....but I hope everything is okay! Anyway,I am not sure how i would act if someone noticed me in public...I guess it would depend on the person that came up to me and how they said it....but I would probably be an asshole...b/c thats me
ivy:
At least you have a good attitude about it, cause even though it sounds like it sucks, you seem to be feeling okay. Good luck!