doshin

i cant create what i havent planed to destroy
i cant harm what i haven't planed to love
and i cant desire what i haven't despised

i want to hate you, and hurt you, and eventually destroy you.

but i want to do with the best intent.

so, my pool has become the place of naked swimming, but so far its jus tbeen me and my roomates, which, you know, nothing like a little naked swimming to bond, but i've decided we need girls who are comfortable enough to swim naked with us, not in any sexual way, just in a swimming sans suits type way (not that i'm gonna stop anythign...
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well....

i moved, i now live in a spacious 5 bedroom house, and i have a pool.

i'm looking for a new job, one that will allow me to have something resembling a life before 11pm.

plus a little bonus cash never hurt anyone.

haven't fucked anything up in my life too bad yet, i'm kinda proud.

-Chris

thanks for the birthday wishes.
i am now 21,
mayhaps hot pink earlier than 2am now?

So, inevitably i will mess this up, i am forever greatfull this exists.

she is pretty much exactly what i need, and will in fact make me a better person.

its just a matter of how long till i mess it up.

i had two random girls give me a ride home from work last night it was quite interesting.

been talkign to alot of people i havent talked to in a while, its refreshing, The Umbrellas CD is going to be AMAZING and everyone should go pick up Policia the police tribute album, because it too is amazing.


There's a little black spot on the sun...
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yay friends!

i never thought i'd be able to say i'm excited to attempt the move to middle management, but i'm trying, desparately. mostly because i need the money, this no car bullshit has got to go, i was ok for it for almost a year but No mas.

i need better pictures, i think i might have one of my photographer friends take pictures...
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so this is the other side of the mountain?

i thought maybe this woudl make me feel better, i've been wanting to join for a while, and it worked partially.

hello everyone. and by everyone i mean no one, because i dont have any friends.