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Im making it a point to go to Revolver this week to talk to Jessie about my memorial tattoo, hell if she's free when i go in, i'll get it on the spot. also need to see what todd has in stock in 2g and 0g. thinking about going up. These weights are killing me.

My face is healing up nicely. The redness has gone down and its not as raw. i used an exfoliating face scrub last night (it was like taking sandpaper covered in salt and rubbing it on my face) but it really helped clean it up and get the last..bits -shudder- off.

Surgery is coming up soon. Im freaking out a little but i'll be so fucking happy once its all over.

I suppose soon it will be time for my introspective end of the year post. I won't lie, there was a lot, a LOT of hurt this year. But there were some crystal clear moments of happiness in there as well, and i owe the people who gave them to me so much, but i feel i may never be able to, and they'll never really know just how much of an impact they made. But i'll get more into that i suppose when the time is right.

Life can be funny and fickle. Life can give and take away two fold. Life is unfair and inconvenient. Life is about bad timing and risky choices. Life is stopping time laying in bed wrapping legs with someone and waking up too early. Life is mishaps in the kitchen and ordering out instead. Life is bad things happening to amazing people. Life is karma coming a few days too late. Life is living anyway. Life is making time to do it tomorrow so you can be happy in the moment.