dorkness

So my classes are turning around for the better. Im only failing two of them! A's in the other three though! I have been feeling violent recently. Im not sure why this is. Its just a unhindered, masculin, meatheaded kind of agression.

Example of My thoughts in any givin moment-

*beer... no, Food... yes, Beer Now? Boobs- Look a female... hey Me are you looking at her... nice ass on her*

Calm down inner me... your embarrasing myself.

*That guy looked at us funny, make him bleed!*

No... he just made passing eye contact.

*I say you(we) beat him up then fuck his female!*

I would never do that!

*yes you would...you let me think these things all day unchecked. Im the reason you can get out of bed...Im your inner fire! ((evil laughter))*

((sigh))

/end creepy talking to myself

The only issue is that these urges that have been easy to contain in the past are coming to the surface more and more. Am I being more male, having an upsurge in my testosterone level? No enough sexing maybe? I need more sexing truthfully.
I think i need to meditate. *knock that pussy stuff off*
Maybe go to the coffee shop and read. *and stare at hot emo girls*

I dont know...