donnybrooks

Well I think my desire and plan to move to Portland OR is either gone or postponed. I really love my new job working with developmentally disabled adults. I think it's a life calling. In kindergarten I had an autistic friend, I believe my best friend, and legend has it my friendship helped him speak. Forboding for my present occupation perhaps.

I keep getting in trouble at work because I delved into crack smoking at the beginning of last week. I am hoping that working full time at the center and working Tue - Saturday nights at the mexi restaurant will help me get rid of this awful habit. I actually feel good about being clean next week. If I can add up some days and let my brain meds buzz me up maybe I can stop. I hate it, but that first hit usually makes me want to indulge. It sucks!