So, this is absolutely craptacular,
I had a collection of naked pictures of my now Ex-girlfriend which I just had to give back. Now some of you might be thinking that... oh, well they are pictures of her... but the problem is that i have an absolutely horrible memory so i consider my pictures just an extention of my mind because i can always remember something when i look at a picture. On top of that, i consider pictures in general something almost sacred. i can't bear to watch when somebody tears up or burns a picture, I can't even bring my self to throw away pictures that either didn't turn out at all or just of things i don't want to save. giving them back was like forcibly erasing memories of good times spent together. I could just feel the pain in my stomach for being fully aware of what i was doing. After those pictures fade from memory... they will be gone forever. Luckly, i still have a few pictures that she allowed me to save.
Ya know what else is craptacular, (i don't know what my deal is with that word today) my girlfriend of 2 years jsut broke up with me and is dating someone else. Now, when I signed up for suicide girls, she helped me fill out my personal profile by giving suggestions of herself for "current crushes" and "fantasys" and such. Well, her new boyfriend is also a member and appearently he didn't appriciate that too much. So, i agreed to change it, only problem is that my internet got fucked, so i couldn't even log in for like 2 weeks. well, i just came back and found out that she had deleted herself from my profile... and just left chunks missing so i looked like a retard who cant write. so now... they're jsut gonna have to deal with my profile till i decide to change it... and if you don't like that "hopesfall"... don't read it!!!
Har Har Har...
PS. i'm still working on that picture...
I had a collection of naked pictures of my now Ex-girlfriend which I just had to give back. Now some of you might be thinking that... oh, well they are pictures of her... but the problem is that i have an absolutely horrible memory so i consider my pictures just an extention of my mind because i can always remember something when i look at a picture. On top of that, i consider pictures in general something almost sacred. i can't bear to watch when somebody tears up or burns a picture, I can't even bring my self to throw away pictures that either didn't turn out at all or just of things i don't want to save. giving them back was like forcibly erasing memories of good times spent together. I could just feel the pain in my stomach for being fully aware of what i was doing. After those pictures fade from memory... they will be gone forever. Luckly, i still have a few pictures that she allowed me to save.
Ya know what else is craptacular, (i don't know what my deal is with that word today) my girlfriend of 2 years jsut broke up with me and is dating someone else. Now, when I signed up for suicide girls, she helped me fill out my personal profile by giving suggestions of herself for "current crushes" and "fantasys" and such. Well, her new boyfriend is also a member and appearently he didn't appriciate that too much. So, i agreed to change it, only problem is that my internet got fucked, so i couldn't even log in for like 2 weeks. well, i just came back and found out that she had deleted herself from my profile... and just left chunks missing so i looked like a retard who cant write. so now... they're jsut gonna have to deal with my profile till i decide to change it... and if you don't like that "hopesfall"... don't read it!!!
Har Har Har...
PS. i'm still working on that picture...