donatella

I am now alone, and I do not really know what to do now. My fiancee just passed away suddenly from an unexpected illness on December 8th, 2015 at 6:00 pm cst. I never had a chance to really say goodbye one last time. I was not able to say to him, or hear from him again one last time. He had been in a coma for over a week before his passing, and it was medically induced by the doctors to keep him from struggling and fighting against the care that they were trying to provide. He never fully regained consciousness, and in the end, his heart gave out 6 times before he could no longer fight back. I miss him a lot, and I no longer know what to do about myself, of anything. I feel broken, and I just wish that he was still here.