I know, and I am sorry for everything. I love you, and all those that have been a real friend as much as possible. The fault lays with me. They were right, I am a failure. They were right when they said that no one in the real world would accept me. It is my fault. I just wanted to try to live as who I am, but I was not made for this. It is said that God had preordained everything, before it was and after it has been. And I was made an abomination, destined to fail. Deserving of only Hell. They say that Hell is loneliness, a prison of no escape. So, here I sit...in Hell, as an abomination is supposed to do. I do not even deserve the few that actually speak to me here...and there are so few. It was wrong of me to involve the very few, any, and all...I am damned and cursed. God, nor devil even want me.
mermaidqueen:
You're beautiful, and God loves you! You are not a failure. Try to stay positive! <3 If you want to talk more, I'm here.
donatella:
I thank you both for your kind words. It helps....things where I am are just not good, and I do not have the mental capacity to handle it.