My Life, the Soap Opera
So, since my last update I have spent more time with Susie and have had even more fun. We went to Chicago together to see a play, and we ended up spending all day there. We spent my birthday with each other at her house (nothing happened). We aren't a couple yet, which is fine by me, because she's burnt out on relationships....
Right now, she's in southern Illinois, hangingout with her mom and her friends from down there. I am stuck here. I went to a party tonight, in Bumfuck Junction, Wisconsin. We watched a few movies and threw back a couple of beers. This one girl wanted directions to Beloit, so I told her how to get to Illinois 75, which would take her to Beloit. I wrote the directions down. She hugged me and kissed my neck. I think that she has a thing for me, because most girls I know are not like that. She's kind of cute, but I'm in love with Susie.
A bunch of people were going to play Strip Shooters, including the aforementioned somewhat cute girl, and I was going to play as well, but we had to leave. I was going to drive back when I got my car, but, on the ride back to my car, I decided against it, because I felt like I would be betraying Susie if I did, even though we aren't in that type of relationship yet. Anyhow, the people in the car were smoking a bowl of weed, and I was getting a slight contact high. We got to my car, and I was going to take my friend Scottie home. He had the munchies, so we went to McDonald's first. While waiting for our food, the girl in the passenger seat of the car in front of us hops out and walks to my passenger window. I roll it down, and she told me that her friend thought that I was cute, and that she wants my number. I was shocked, and I gave her my number. She got back in her car, and her friend waved at me. She was pretty hot... But I'm in love with Susie. In fact, I don't know why I gave her my number. I don't date people I don't know...
So, basically, because I don't know how to say "no", I find myself ina complicated situation... I don't want to be a douchebag, but I don't want to fuck up what I have going with Susie...
So, since my last update I have spent more time with Susie and have had even more fun. We went to Chicago together to see a play, and we ended up spending all day there. We spent my birthday with each other at her house (nothing happened). We aren't a couple yet, which is fine by me, because she's burnt out on relationships....
Right now, she's in southern Illinois, hangingout with her mom and her friends from down there. I am stuck here. I went to a party tonight, in Bumfuck Junction, Wisconsin. We watched a few movies and threw back a couple of beers. This one girl wanted directions to Beloit, so I told her how to get to Illinois 75, which would take her to Beloit. I wrote the directions down. She hugged me and kissed my neck. I think that she has a thing for me, because most girls I know are not like that. She's kind of cute, but I'm in love with Susie.
A bunch of people were going to play Strip Shooters, including the aforementioned somewhat cute girl, and I was going to play as well, but we had to leave. I was going to drive back when I got my car, but, on the ride back to my car, I decided against it, because I felt like I would be betraying Susie if I did, even though we aren't in that type of relationship yet. Anyhow, the people in the car were smoking a bowl of weed, and I was getting a slight contact high. We got to my car, and I was going to take my friend Scottie home. He had the munchies, so we went to McDonald's first. While waiting for our food, the girl in the passenger seat of the car in front of us hops out and walks to my passenger window. I roll it down, and she told me that her friend thought that I was cute, and that she wants my number. I was shocked, and I gave her my number. She got back in her car, and her friend waved at me. She was pretty hot... But I'm in love with Susie. In fact, I don't know why I gave her my number. I don't date people I don't know...
So, basically, because I don't know how to say "no", I find myself ina complicated situation... I don't want to be a douchebag, but I don't want to fuck up what I have going with Susie...