domo_kun

I feel horrible. First, I'm sick. My throat is sore. I can't swallow anything without a lot of pain, and my lymph nodes are swollen. Right now I'm on Vicodin so that I can go to sleep later. I also don't like screaming in pain whenever I swallow.

I also feel horrible because I said some very hurtful things to my best friend. We had been fighting, and I was under the impression that she had betrayed me. As it turns out, she was just trying to irritate me, and now I feel like shit because I was really drunk when I responded to her, and I said some things that were really hurtful. I have apologized to her several times since learning that I had misunderstood what was going on. Hopefully, she will forgive me. If she doesn't, though, I understand completely.

So, Iyes, I got drunk this weekend. Actually, I got drunk, sent my scathing and misguided replies to my friend, and then drank Jager until I couldn't feel feelings, and then drank more until I passed out. I said I don't drink, but stress makes devils of us all, and I've been under enormous amounts of stress. I am caught in the middle of a buch of drama with my friends, and I've been fighting with my best friend. I've even started smoking as a response to all the stress. A lot of stress. I don't think I can handle it.

So I took some Vicodin a half hour ago, and now I feel nice. Less stressed out. Less in pain. I need to see a doctor tomorrow..

I'll talk about selling my car later.