I'm about to take Benadryl so I can go to sleep...
Before I do, I want to make an entry. Prolific, eh?
First, I have an announcement:
FREE GMAIL INVITES FOR EVERYONE!!!
Contact me if you're interested.
On to business... I have to go back to school tomorrow. First, I have to write an essay. I skipped my last English class before Spring Break, and I had an essay due. I was attempting to woo a girl who I think has no interest in me like that. Oh well. Life goes on, eh?
Back in high school, and up until about two years ago, if I liked a girl, I would become almost obsessed (but not in a creepy stalker way). I had this horrible fear of rejection, and I would get depressed if my advances were rejected. Well, now I feel differently. I don't know if it's the antidepressants (which, as far as I can tell, have stopped working), or if it's just the perspective that being in past relationships brings. I didn't get into my first relationship until June of last year. She was a former head cheerleader and a 17 year old junior in college (she turned 18 within a few weeks of starting our relationship). I was a loser in high school, and I didn't start to really find out who I was until a year or so after I graduated. I'm still trying to find out who I am.
Look for a poll of sorts, as I ask how I should mod my body. We'll stick with piercings right now, because I don't want to get a tattoo and end up not liking it 20 years from now.. I'm thinking of getting my other earlobe pierced and guaging them both. If you can think of anything else I can do to look better, go for it. I look too fucking pretty right now. I sooo can't think for myself.
I get made fun of at school. Why? I have a fuckng accent. People call me Canadian. I'M NOT FUCKING CANADIAN!!! Although there are quite a few Canadians I really would like to fuck. Anyhow, I have a Canadian accent (notice how I say "eh" in these entries? Well, that's how I talk, too). I also have a Chicago accent (of the North Side variety, because I'm a North Sider at heart. GO CUBS!) and the standard Midwestern accent. ("How about them apples?") My most noticable accent is my Canadian one. My friends at college don't notice my Chicago accent (my first girlfriend did, though), and they all have a Midwestern accent, too...
I'm going to play with some webcam pictures I took and try to make them look halfway decent (like I did with my profile picture. Lighting filters are wonderful). As soon as I get them fixed, I'll take my little survey.
Before I do, I want to make an entry. Prolific, eh?
First, I have an announcement:
FREE GMAIL INVITES FOR EVERYONE!!!
Contact me if you're interested.
On to business... I have to go back to school tomorrow. First, I have to write an essay. I skipped my last English class before Spring Break, and I had an essay due. I was attempting to woo a girl who I think has no interest in me like that. Oh well. Life goes on, eh?
Back in high school, and up until about two years ago, if I liked a girl, I would become almost obsessed (but not in a creepy stalker way). I had this horrible fear of rejection, and I would get depressed if my advances were rejected. Well, now I feel differently. I don't know if it's the antidepressants (which, as far as I can tell, have stopped working), or if it's just the perspective that being in past relationships brings. I didn't get into my first relationship until June of last year. She was a former head cheerleader and a 17 year old junior in college (she turned 18 within a few weeks of starting our relationship). I was a loser in high school, and I didn't start to really find out who I was until a year or so after I graduated. I'm still trying to find out who I am.
Look for a poll of sorts, as I ask how I should mod my body. We'll stick with piercings right now, because I don't want to get a tattoo and end up not liking it 20 years from now.. I'm thinking of getting my other earlobe pierced and guaging them both. If you can think of anything else I can do to look better, go for it. I look too fucking pretty right now. I sooo can't think for myself.
I get made fun of at school. Why? I have a fuckng accent. People call me Canadian. I'M NOT FUCKING CANADIAN!!! Although there are quite a few Canadians I really would like to fuck. Anyhow, I have a Canadian accent (notice how I say "eh" in these entries? Well, that's how I talk, too). I also have a Chicago accent (of the North Side variety, because I'm a North Sider at heart. GO CUBS!) and the standard Midwestern accent. ("How about them apples?") My most noticable accent is my Canadian one. My friends at college don't notice my Chicago accent (my first girlfriend did, though), and they all have a Midwestern accent, too...
I'm going to play with some webcam pictures I took and try to make them look halfway decent (like I did with my profile picture. Lighting filters are wonderful). As soon as I get them fixed, I'll take my little survey.