I haven't updates for a while...
My girlfriend tried to break up with me on Wednesday. She couldn't do it, though. She also got jealous when I was taking my friend Sara to the mall...
Thursday, she called my office and told me that she wanted to talk. So I went to pick her up at work, and I started to feel jealous when I saw her flirting with other guys (which she has to do to earn money). So I went to wait in my car. At 9:00, I went back inside, and she couldn't walk straight. I suggested that we take off, and she went to check out and get dressed. I helped her into my car, and, as we were driving to her place, she said that she had to puke. So I pulled over, and she puked. Later, she puked in my car. I haven't had a chance to clean it out, either. I got her home, and helped her into her apartment, where she promptly passed out just inside the door. I got her shoes off and sat with her, making sure she didn't puke and choke on it. After three hours, she woke up, and I helped her upstairs, to a bed. She passed out again and I covered her with a blanked, and then watched her for a couple of hours again. She woke up and asked me to get some Gatorade, so I did. Then I got back, we talked for a bit, and eventually had sex. Twice.
Today we also had sex, but this was in her van. Afterward, she had a panic attack. I helped her inside and she told me that she had this overwhelming feeling that she couldn't see me anymore. I went home, and called her to tell her that I got home safely, since the roads were shit. We talked on the phone for an hour and a half. She told me that she wasn't going to run this time. She told me that the reason why she had a panic attack is because she realized that she didn't miss her ex-boyfriend and that she was madly in love with me. I told her that she actually realized that earlier that night, when we were talking about it and I pointed out that the only feelings she had toward her ex were just residual pain, not love. I said that I thought that us having sex just verified that fact in her heart, and that made her a little worried. She also said that she had no idea how I broke through all her walls, but she was impressed. She said that she has never felt this deep of an attachment to anyone before.
So, yeah, my life has been kind of stressful, but good.
My girlfriend tried to break up with me on Wednesday. She couldn't do it, though. She also got jealous when I was taking my friend Sara to the mall...
Thursday, she called my office and told me that she wanted to talk. So I went to pick her up at work, and I started to feel jealous when I saw her flirting with other guys (which she has to do to earn money). So I went to wait in my car. At 9:00, I went back inside, and she couldn't walk straight. I suggested that we take off, and she went to check out and get dressed. I helped her into my car, and, as we were driving to her place, she said that she had to puke. So I pulled over, and she puked. Later, she puked in my car. I haven't had a chance to clean it out, either. I got her home, and helped her into her apartment, where she promptly passed out just inside the door. I got her shoes off and sat with her, making sure she didn't puke and choke on it. After three hours, she woke up, and I helped her upstairs, to a bed. She passed out again and I covered her with a blanked, and then watched her for a couple of hours again. She woke up and asked me to get some Gatorade, so I did. Then I got back, we talked for a bit, and eventually had sex. Twice.
Today we also had sex, but this was in her van. Afterward, she had a panic attack. I helped her inside and she told me that she had this overwhelming feeling that she couldn't see me anymore. I went home, and called her to tell her that I got home safely, since the roads were shit. We talked on the phone for an hour and a half. She told me that she wasn't going to run this time. She told me that the reason why she had a panic attack is because she realized that she didn't miss her ex-boyfriend and that she was madly in love with me. I told her that she actually realized that earlier that night, when we were talking about it and I pointed out that the only feelings she had toward her ex were just residual pain, not love. I said that I thought that us having sex just verified that fact in her heart, and that made her a little worried. She also said that she had no idea how I broke through all her walls, but she was impressed. She said that she has never felt this deep of an attachment to anyone before.
So, yeah, my life has been kind of stressful, but good.
Heheh couldn't help myself, sorry. At least things are looking up and you're getting some good poon in the process. As long as you can keep the focus on the good, life should be sweet.